as of tonight, semester break is offically kaput. classes start tomorrow, and i'm damned excited about it. for once. this semester whould be damn good as far as school is concerned. looking forward very much to my video art class. managed to finagle my way into a 300-level fine arts course with no priors in the FA department (a virtual impossibility it might seem given...
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okay, got my financial aide check today, deposited it, and i'm already looking for ways to spend it 
new tv and vcr will be purchased this evening, pda, new subwoofer and tape player for the car to come soon after. i should save some of it.....
but i won't. my family is incapable of such things
new tv and vcr will be purchased this evening, pda, new subwoofer and tape player for the car to come soon after. i should save some of it.....
but i won't. my family is incapable of such things
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_michael:
cute glasses
elisabeth:
Yes, I am grooving on the glasses.
man, ya fall asleep for six hours in the middle of the evening, and all your plans fall to shit. what the hell is that?! don't people take six hour naps at 6:00 anymore? why the hell not?!
eh. feeelin'... i dunno. weird. kinda down, kinda horny, kinda buzzed, kinda lonely.
welcome to my mind, where nothing is ever expressed in definite terms.
i guess...
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eh. feeelin'... i dunno. weird. kinda down, kinda horny, kinda buzzed, kinda lonely.
welcome to my mind, where nothing is ever expressed in definite terms.
i guess...
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miss_piss:
oh, doll... i was just kidding
maybe now is the time to take a little breather and take a look at what the hell is going on...
x let me know if i can help...
maybe now is the time to take a little breather and take a look at what the hell is going on...
x let me know if i can help...
rocket2:
awww dont feel down! i think yer neat! 
Q: If lemmy and god had a fight, who would win?
A: TRICK QUESTION! Lemmy IS God!
name that movie.
A: TRICK QUESTION! Lemmy IS God!
name that movie.
user8935778:
ahahhahahaha airheads. glasses. so. hot.. mmmm.
crush with eyeliner = rem?
what do i win?
ps. today in class i heard that your school was rated the number 1 party school in a survey done by the princeton review. nice!
crush with eyeliner = rem?
what do i win?
ps. today in class i heard that your school was rated the number 1 party school in a survey done by the princeton review. nice!
elisabeth:
Neat, from what I can see..
catch it while you can kids, a shitty pic of me with my new specs. geek sheik all the way, ooooh yeah.
so, why the new pic and lack fo posts lately? been busy as hell, working a lot this week, and spent today watching my nephew.
now, i got a drunken booty call this evening (3:30 am), and chose not to do it, cuz...
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so, why the new pic and lack fo posts lately? been busy as hell, working a lot this week, and spent today watching my nephew.
now, i got a drunken booty call this evening (3:30 am), and chose not to do it, cuz...
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misha9999999:
I was comment in your journal before you commented in
mine. funny. working a lot rules. and standing your grounds
with girls is something I respect a lot in other people.
mine. funny. working a lot rules. and standing your grounds
with girls is something I respect a lot in other people.
hellkitten:
great glasses 8o) i had a pair like that once, although, they were tortishell.
by the by, has anyone named that rem song yet?
by the by, has anyone named that rem song yet?
sooooooooo, life, she does trudge along like a lumbering... lumbering.... hmmm... can't think of something to put in there.
but anyway, i'm doing fairly well, went out with a gal the other night... whew. she kinda attacked me as we were leaving the place... she's nice, but i'm not seein' anything there... 'cept maybe some makin' out, etc. have a few days off from work....
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but anyway, i'm doing fairly well, went out with a gal the other night... whew. she kinda attacked me as we were leaving the place... she's nice, but i'm not seein' anything there... 'cept maybe some makin' out, etc.
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lil_billy_ben:
Fuckin'a I gotta pay for my books I dont qualify for financial aid. It's all good hopfuly in the end it will be worth it.
gil:
i was gonna go get new glasses today but i couldnt find my credit card till 3 hrs ago
maybe tomarow
& i say ask her WDYGTL
maybe tomarow
& i say ask her WDYGTL
teh eve has come and gone, and i'm feeling beter now. made it through the last hump o' the holidays, and i really am starting to feel better. spoent the eve with a couple friends from work, drank some beer and a bottle of champagne, and came out this morning with no hangover.
i relaly do think that all my depression of late stems from...
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elise:
i most certainly was at a certain drinking establishment this fine evening sir. 
were you as well?
were you as well?
elise:
well i don't believe i saw you...but who knows? i might have! i drank as well, had fun with my friends...walked around the cold, cold town...came home, went to bed at 6am and today i have no hangover yay! i hope you feel better soon
i drank as well, had fun with my friends...walked around the cold, cold town...came home, went to bed at 6am and today i have no hangover yay! i hope you feel better soon soo yeah, i've come to realize that unless i'm drunk, i don't know how to be happy without her. three years (on and off once) with her. and i've realized that i don't know how to be happy. i think that this is a problem. but i don't want to get help. i hated it before. being medicated. i don't want to do it again,...
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_michael:
advice from the old man...
you will get over her, may take another one, but you will, takes time my friend, and one day you wont believe you went out with her.
on lingering depression..
you will always feel as wierd and sad as you did at 13, just in varying degrees, and you can make a life for yourself trying to compensate for that feeling. i tried....its taking meds and alot of work to really shake it off but it still creeps up.
happy new year.
enjoy the alone sadness, you'll crave it when your not alone anymore...trust me
you will get over her, may take another one, but you will, takes time my friend, and one day you wont believe you went out with her.
on lingering depression..
you will always feel as wierd and sad as you did at 13, just in varying degrees, and you can make a life for yourself trying to compensate for that feeling. i tried....its taking meds and alot of work to really shake it off but it still creeps up.
happy new year.
enjoy the alone sadness, you'll crave it when your not alone anymore...trust me
lil_billy_ben:
At least try to get her back bro, you owe it to yourself.
trapped inside my own mind.
a screaming bird in a wrought iron cage.
a door, but no key.
i need to get my next tattoo. but i need the money first, and to find a place that i know will do it right. it's a dali painting, but i'm sure it's not one you've seen. it's hard to find. "ballerine en tete de morte" if...
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a screaming bird in a wrought iron cage.
a door, but no key.
i need to get my next tattoo. but i need the money first, and to find a place that i know will do it right. it's a dali painting, but i'm sure it's not one you've seen. it's hard to find. "ballerine en tete de morte" if...
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user8935778:
i know what yours means!! ahah but i didnt figure it out until i clicked it.. i was like "WHO THE FUCK IS GRAYBLUE" hahaha oops. i'm still a bit oozy from the fever.
ANYHOW...my name means what you think.. Jack for Jackie. Knife for.. the knives I collect... its my stage name.. my radio name.. and the best name. plus when i used to be "jackie the ripper" my old co-host/best friend used to make fart jokes. and I HATE farts. ahahah
happy new years darling!
ANYHOW...my name means what you think.. Jack for Jackie. Knife for.. the knives I collect... its my stage name.. my radio name.. and the best name. plus when i used to be "jackie the ripper" my old co-host/best friend used to make fart jokes. and I HATE farts. ahahah
happy new years darling!
rebeldaisy:
that's an amazing idea for a tattoo! i'd love to see it when it's done, definatly you will need to take tons of pics!
p.s. my name doesn't mean much. i don't even remember how i came up with it, but it's been my online personality since i was 15.
p.s. my name doesn't mean much. i don't even remember how i came up with it, but it's been my online personality since i was 15.
to wax philosophical for a bit
new good friends and cheap beer
sleeping in as late as i want
then back to slavin' for the almighty dollar.
hasn't been a bad weekend to make up for the holiday, but i still find myself lonely, and thinking of someone that i shouldn't be thinking of. still wondering why and how and when... wondering why she won't...
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new good friends and cheap beer
sleeping in as late as i want
then back to slavin' for the almighty dollar.
hasn't been a bad weekend to make up for the holiday, but i still find myself lonely, and thinking of someone that i shouldn't be thinking of. still wondering why and how and when... wondering why she won't...
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lil_billy_ben:
I feel useless somtimes too but what I do is I ask somone who I know is gonna lie to me and that makes me fel better
gil:
*hug*
aww, thanks baby!