Monday Mar 03, 2003

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the filming. she is finished.
umm... not much else going on really. this is kind of a down week for me. no projects to work on. which is good. a little break before editing next week, then spring break.
oh, and i'm quitting starfucks. just can't stand it anymore.
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user8935778:
um was i supposed to? im retarded. sorry. being an alcoholic.. um.. is not good.
thirtyseven:
you'd be embarassed to be seen with me at a j5 show. wink

Friday Feb 28, 2003

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i love the government.
i swear.
robot
http://www.cnn.com/2003/US/Midwest/02/28/mystery.flights.ap/index.html
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thirtyseven:
i was just on my way over here to mention that to you.

why were people concerned about a single-engine cessna? planes fly all the time, right? i feel like i'm probably missing part of this story.

it's weird that a plane is being used to monitor late-night businesses.

all so weird.

one of my friend's is bringing mogwai to town (indy) .. see you there.

...this is just what she told me. who knows. i'll ask her more info.

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lil_billy_ben:
And I was in a good mood...frown

Thursday Feb 27, 2003

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this film
this damn film!
IT"S KEEPING ME FROM SLEEPING!
i woke up wide awake at 6:45 this morning. (not of my own choosing).
the reason i woke up?
the last half hour i'd been asleep, i was planning shots.
planning shots in my sleep.
this thing is running deep.
surreal
gil:
the last few dreams ive had ive been taking pictures
funny how that works
misha9999999:
dedication is the only way, man.

Wednesday Feb 26, 2003

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just woke up.
had a dream.
dreamt of her.
she was older... looked good.
she had joined a band.
most of the songs were about me.
and how much she hated me.
and how she thought all of my work was horrible.
and about how stupid i actually am.
how i have no abilities.
and all i wanted to do was make her love me...
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gil:
\m/ smile \m/


i have some crazy ass dreams, but i always forget as soon as i wake up
misha9999999:
people have been disappointing me lately...
men and women.. everyone...

it's hard... sometimes I feel like cutting my balls
off rather than play these games...

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Tuesday Feb 25, 2003

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odd day. here goes -
went to bed at about 11:30 last night, the earliest i've been to bed in quite a while.
woke up at 4:00, and couldn't get back to sleep.
decided around seven to stop in at work and get a cup of coffee, only to discover i had to work @ 7:30 (i thought i was working tomorrow).
so i come...
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elisabeth:
What's even weirder is that as I was reading this entry, the Geto Boys' 'Mind is Playing Trick on Me' came into my head. Yay for us weirdos wink
gil:
it hapens

i useualy get to bed round 4am and for no reason i woke up @ 8am couldnt get back to sleep *shrug*

Sunday Feb 23, 2003

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sooo friday night.
i started drinking at 8:00.
went till 3:00.
four kinds of beer... gin... beam.
we'll say i was hurtin' on saturday for my 8-hour shift at hell.
the event was the latest benefit for the free paper i occasionally write for http://www.thepin-up.com
Dada themed (as the last was a warhol theme). and it was outstanding... and i managed, while drunk, to (surprise...
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gil:
hell yeah,
i love thay stuff too
made my whole day
miss_piss:
hey bebe...
sorry
uh...i'm doing well...
i always make the first move

Thursday Feb 20, 2003

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working on my "personal project" idea for 16mm production....
it's so hard... i have ideas for shots.. the general emotions i want to convey visually....
but stringing it together...
that's the hard part.
expressing emotion in non-grandiose visual metaphor
can't concentrate enough. need to scout locations.
dammit
misha9999999:
general emotions of what sort? sounds like an interesting
project... are you gonna put it online when it's done?
like a quick time movie... you should. thanks dude for
answering the survey... it's ahm... supposed to bring
people together... and it did, I think.... jack... too much
of it... well there is no such thing as too much jack, right?...
how's the situation with the ex? mine's the same....
saw her today actually... I love to torture myself like that.
you know it's good for you, like cigarettes. like jack. like coke.
gil:
yeah, well i had a shit load of it

Sunday Feb 16, 2003

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GOD DAMN IT.
i am so sick of her bullshit. sure, i want her to be happy, but it really UFCKING PISSES ME OFF that she keeps calling me everytime she starts feeling bad. and then, after i've talked her through all her shit, she does littel things to make me jealous, to make me want to get back together with her. I AM SO...
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rocket2:
sane women are no fun. duh!!!! emotionally retarded people rock!! hehe. its me! its me! wink
grapefruit:
sometimes getting it out is what it's all about

Sunday Feb 16, 2003

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on the topic of dreams-
I had a dream a few nights ago. it was very odd. all i could remember of it was this, which i promptly jotted down - "i found something dark, in the back. something i had been looking for for a long time"
in the back of where, i have no idea.
as a child, i had a number of...
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thirtyseven:
i dreamed about a suuuuuuuiiiiiiiciiiiiiide giiiirl last night. confused
lil_billy_ben:
I hardly ever remember my dreams.frown

Saturday Feb 15, 2003

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i hate my boss.
lording my vacation over my head, promising me something, but not telling me how many days, or what days, like he thinks he's some sort of "benevolent" ruler. cocksucker. while all the kids who have taken every other holiday off, also get spring break. but me, the guy who has worked every holiday so far, gets nothing but the fucking run-around....
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lil_billy_ben:
Be romantic the payoff is nicer.wink
neon:
smile something so theraputic about destroying something and putting it back together in your way.
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