grayblue

i have serious tension. i haven't had a gorgeous lady to rub my shoulders in so long... i don't even remember when.
any takers?

the first time i ever appeared on camera...
the instant i was born.
my birth was filmed for a nurses' training film.
hm.

whew. too much drinkin' the last two days.
my bro matt gets home from tour, and the drunkenness begins....
takin' this fine friday evening off, staying home.
want to come over?

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once, when i was about two years old, i cleared out an entire building which was full of people there for a charity benefit.
my father was carrying me , on his shoulder,...
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WEEK OF HELL!!!!
but, i like hell
busy as all fuckin' get out.
my roomie matt is home.... anybody in the chicagoland area -
...AND YOU WILL KNOW US BY THE TRAIL OF DEAD
@ THE METRO
APRIL 24th
BE THERE!
matt's band *should* be opening. and if so - i get a backstage pass aren't i fucking cool?
had a shoot last night, went...
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tip-toing like a child trying to glimpse santa
i worry that i may not be dreaming anymore.
everyday another step.
heart fading.
worried that i may be falling again.
worried that the fall is more than just a trough in the wave.
scared. very scared.
every second of every day i feel like i'm on the verge.
of tears.
of greatness.
of insanity.
of a...
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time is flying like a motherfucker.
editing the war piece starting now until it's due (weeks away, but i've got around thirty hours of video to wade through)
shooting the final 16 mm project next week. 500 feet of film to be used. and we can only shoot during the magic hour over the course of three days... that's gonna hurt.
shotting documentary exercise this...
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hey kdis, yes, i am still alive... i think..
just been busy as hell.
had to go out of town for a couple days for a funeral, at the same time trying to get back into the whole "clss" thing at the end of srping break.
the weather here has been beautiful
still trying to rest a little before i have to do 5 projects...
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oh shit.
want real news?
www.guerrillanews.com

orson welles' Touch of Evil...
goddamn that man had an eye for film.
granted, the acting is true 50's/60's ham,
but the visual composition, the cinematography.
goddamn.

oh yeah, steel reserve is my new best friend.

thanks to all for the b-day wishes.
i'm twenty-two now.
kinda like sayin i'm going to vacation in delaware.
utterly useless.
but i drank a lot, got money and a new digital camera (minolta DiMAGE x... it's sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet)
and bought myself a bunch o' dvd's and other shit.
and quit my job in TRUE style.
you gotta ask me personally to get the story