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Sunday Feb 16, 2003

Feb 16, 2003
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GOD DAMN IT.
i am so sick of her bullshit. sure, i want her to be happy, but it really UFCKING PISSES ME OFF that she keeps calling me everytime she starts feeling bad. and then, after i've talked her through all her shit, she does littel things to make me jealous, to make me want to get back together with her. I AM SO SICK OF THIS BULLSHIT.
backstory - she's bipolar. so she rides an emotional rollercoaster which king's island should base a ride on. it's part of why i broke up with her. i was no longer her boyfriend, i was her counsellor.
I AM NOT THE WORLD'S SHRINK DAMMIT! but what do i do? all my female friends love me because they can talk about their problems with me, and i listen well, and i give good advice. i'm an all-around nice guy. but can i get a date? HELL NO. i'm everyone's big-fucking-brother. i'm sick of it. i'm fucking sick of it. i get to deal with this shit all the time.
my ex is bipolar.
the girl i'm dating is clinically depressed.
my sister is a manic depressive/schizophrenic.
I KNOW THERE ARE SANE WOMEN OUT THERE!
don't get me wrong, i know we've all got our problems, but can't i find one who has worked through them?
i just... dammit.
i dunno.
don't take offence, please. i don't hate these people. and i want to help. i don't want anyone to feel bad, and if i can help, i want to, and i'll do what i can. but who do i get to go to?

sorry if this has pissed anyone off, but i needed to get it out.
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
rocket2:
sane women are no fun. duh!!!! emotionally retarded people rock!! hehe. its me! its me! wink
Feb 17, 2003
grapefruit:
sometimes getting it out is what it's all about
Feb 17, 2003

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