grayblue

can't seem to think lately... been playing tony hawk 3 too much i think. but damn i love that game. damned video games... too addictive.
anyway...
feel like i wanna just go to the bar and get loaded tonight. just shitfaced beyond all belief, y'know? sometimes i just want to drink. heavily. no real reason.
i dunno.
just kinda goin' through the motuions.
my video art prof the other day basically told me i could do whatever i want for the class. which is damn cool. he said "this class, for you.... you do whatever you want. it doesn't matter if i like it or not, that's not my job. you do what you want."
kind of a nice little ego boost, y'know?
knw i realy want to turn in good stuff for the classs. really work my ass off... which i don't really know how to do.... i've never been given the opportunity like this before. not sure how i'm going to handle it. reaching beyond my grasp and all....
we shall see, eh?