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Friday Jun 18, 2004

Jun 18, 2004
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i think i may be falling for an ex.
but i wonder if it's just because i want what i can't have (she's in NYC for two months)

but when i talk to her, she makes me smile. (not something i do much)
and i never really gave us a chance....

but, i keep telling myself it's just my own neuroses manifesting, it's not real.

(this all sound very depressing, but i'm really okay.)

we'll see, won't we?

(that's a lot of "buts" isn't it?)
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celluloid:
....What Gil said.... blackeyed
Jun 20, 2004
lego_:
It could be that the grass is greener on the other side of the fence- it seems like it'd be better being back with her, but you're overlooking all the things that made you split up in the first place.

If you think about those things and you reckon you can handle them better now than you did then (ie. you won't want to split up again), maybe it's worth trying again, otherwise it might be worth exploring the "Just Good Friends" route (as long as you could bear the idea of that)...

I might have stated the obvious there, but sometimes the obvious needs to be said, all the same.
Jun 21, 2004

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