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Wednesday Apr 28, 2004

Apr 28, 2004
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okay, so, it's been a while since a real post on here... so, here's an update kiddies.

i got a job. i'm working as stage crew for the opera here on campus. pretty good job. so far, i've been paid to go to get ice cream three different times, and i went to a party last weekend on the clock. not too shabby. it's really laid back, nto stressful in the least, a nice change from the last job.

i'm going back to school full time for the summer, which is going to SUCK. classes everyday at 9:30, then work in the afternoon. it's gonna be rough, but i'll get to graduate in december. (only a year and a half behind schedule...)

i'm considering going to japan for a year after i graduate via the jet programme. i dunno what'll happen there. go to japan for a year, teach english, make some money... we'll see. the application isn't until september, so i've got time. i just never like to think that far ahead. but, barring some massive insane video shit, it just might happen. if i do go though, i have no idea how i'm going to handle leaving my friends. my boys down here are closer than brothers to me. dunno what i'd do... but, like i said numerous times already, we'll see.

video stuff... is... interesting. not really sure what's going on, but i'm getting a few new contacts, which can't hurt.
my photography on the other hand seems like it may take off even better... i've been doing photos for my friend's band
tremendous fucking and since i started doing it for them, other bands have been asking me to do the same... so far no money, but i get into the shows for free, so it'a that much more money to spend drinkin'.
other than that... not much going on.

no new romances per se. not proud of my current track records. three-week relationships suck. i want to find something serious (i know, i know, i'll find it when i least expect it/stop looking for it) i had a dream the other night about julia (the long-term ex from goddamn, over a year and a half a go)... it's weird. i still think about her all the time, wonder how she is, what she's doing. we swore we'd still be friends. but it didn't happen. hell, she lives in this same small-ass town, but we don't keep in touch...i miss her at times... think to myself "maybe she's matured enough to carry on a real relationship now..." but i know it's not true. in a way, maybe it's better that we don't keep in touch... i dunno. it's fucked. id' like to be able to stop thinking about her. but i can't. dunno why. makes me feel kinda lame that i can't, y'know? first real love and all that jazz...
but anyways.
check out tremfu to see some of my photos. there should be some more up at sump pumps and the nicotones soon... total trash after this weekend... and the video for murder by death should be up at their site soon as well.
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VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
cineman:
Thanks, man. But they already have one, and he seems pretty good.

Good luck with your projects. smile
Apr 28, 2004
kharnalbloodlust:
hey. how come you're on my friends list when we never talk?
May 1, 2004

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