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this world, this life, this eternity...
it will never cease to amaze me
user8935778:
edited from sigur ros:

Bright Hopes Come True

A Distant Dream Is Born

This Is Completely Different

This Is A Pretty Good Beginning
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shopping for new winter boots, can't do half hour walks to campus in an indiana winter in sneakers. wish i could though, i love my pumas... (i'm a bit of a fashion hound truthfully)
at any rate, anyone have any ideas for where i should look online? good shoes are hard to find.
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user8935778:
yes. marriage would be hasty. but i was so excited about the moon boots. and now! the PBR! le sigh.
_michael:
im a boot man...always have been. im 5'9 in a 6 ft world.
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can't read that lst journal entry anymore... back to being silent to each other. anyway...
the day was dull. uneventful to the fullest. we're doing A.I. in the kubrick class this week, the prof seemed to enjoy what i had to say about it... my experimental class, man, i just don't know anymore. it was lifeless today, i felt uninspired. too worried about teh fact...
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user8935778:
well.. buddha said life is suffering.. you've got this whole yin and yang plan.. i can dig it. like yesterday.. i looked so cute in my pigtails. and i wanted to take pictures. but my slave harddrive died. so i couldnt. looking good with a camera that doesn't work = useless. ahhaha i have NO Idea what im talking about.

wheeeeee!
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class today turned out to be alright. the prof is in australia "giving a paper", so we had a fill-in who was actually really cool, and more than happy to entertain alternative points of view.

as i sat outside waiting for class, after having seen a pair of bird's wings lying on the brick path, as if detached and fallen from mid-flight, a melancholy swept...
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_michael:
its the best, when you think its gonna be the last. i actually refrain from watching tv during those.
snow:
if only the fantasy could somehow become the reality. it was much more warmer than being alone. we crave love and pain equally.
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class in two hours. goddamn i want this semester to just be done. first class today is the one that i hate. the teacher doesn't teach facts, just her point of view, and if you don't agree with her point of view, no matter how well articulated it may be, you'll fail. i can't stand that shit. what ever happened to respect for individual thought?...
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whiskey_____:
Just nod your head and smile. Tell her what she wants to hear and get an "A" In this case, I wouldn't fight it, just play the game. But I hate people like that too, generally, I just imagine that I am kicking them in the shins, that makes me feel better most of the time.
rocket2:
yeah thats shitty. i have one thats a name dropper. like"when i knew the president of chile back in the seventies, we sat around blowing coke and talking politics"....boy he was a good friend until he got assasinated.
its quite irritating sometimes b/c most of his stories arent nearly as interesting or relevant as that.
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monday monday monday...
fuck monday. fuck it right in the ear.
back to classes... more wasting my time, pandering to idiot profs, more naps in class, more idot classmates, more reasons for me to get the FUCK out of this damned place, more working at 6:00 in the morning, feeding white mochas to the masses who really shouldn't be spending four bucks for a FUCKING...
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_michael:
your 21...man if you dont walk out of your twenties with at least some treatment or hep c under your belt, its wasted youth.

im kidding.

mogwai
neon:
it doesn't make you evil at all. at least you know what you want. just follow whatever feels right and you'll be ok. :]
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okay, so i'm sick of seeing that damn thign saying "this member has no friends... ha ha" so who wants to be my friend?

c'mon, please? i'm a great friend, i always buy drinks, always have a smoke to bum, give good hugs, and i always listen.

pleeeze?

i'm begging here.

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rocket2:
you can add me, babe. represent the south/midwest. im originally from ky.
neon:
you like batman. you can be my friend.
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R.I.P. Harp

so , i found out what happened to my pet mouse, harp, which had disappeared as of wednesday. i was cleaning the cage today, and found her dead and half eaten by guinness. i always knew that mouse was mean, but i never thought she was that mean. rest in peace harp, you were one of the nicest pets i ever had, and...
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boxterjulep:
I had pet rats as a kid.

don't it suck that they live maybe a couple years at most?
linz:
purrrrr wink
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i get in these fucks where i feel the need to be left alone, and so i am, yet hate evry minute of it. and i pick the worst possible times. like thanksgiving. spend all my time locked away, doing nothing, wishing to talk to someone, but no one calls and it's what i wanted, but i hate it. i wonder if i even know...
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grayblue:
maybe i need to fall in love again. maybe i need to learn how to be by myself for a while. maybe i need to STOP ASKING MYSELF SO MANY FUCKING QUESTIONS.
boxterjulep:
Cubs win! That's fuckin funny
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now i feel like an ass for being heartbroken over a mouse that i don't pay that much attention to anyway. my friend's mom has lung cancer, after having fought off other cancers before. i feel so useless anymore. so petty.
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one of my mice has vanished! :-( i have two pet mice, harp and guinness, and hap, the one who was nice, who i loved has disappeared! i don't know what happened... now i'm sad.