trapped inside my own mind.
a screaming bird in a wrought iron cage.
a door, but no key.
i need to get my next tattoo. but i need the money first, and to find a place that i know will do it right. it's a dali painting, but i'm sure it's not one you've seen. it's hard to find. "ballerine en tete de morte" if...
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a screaming bird in a wrought iron cage.
a door, but no key.
i need to get my next tattoo. but i need the money first, and to find a place that i know will do it right. it's a dali painting, but i'm sure it's not one you've seen. it's hard to find. "ballerine en tete de morte" if...
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to wax philosophical for a bit
new good friends and cheap beer
sleeping in as late as i want
then back to slavin' for the almighty dollar.
hasn't been a bad weekend to make up for the holiday, but i still find myself lonely, and thinking of someone that i shouldn't be thinking of. still wondering why and how and when... wondering why she won't...
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new good friends and cheap beer
sleeping in as late as i want
then back to slavin' for the almighty dollar.
hasn't been a bad weekend to make up for the holiday, but i still find myself lonely, and thinking of someone that i shouldn't be thinking of. still wondering why and how and when... wondering why she won't...
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lil_billy_ben:
I feel useless somtimes too but what I do is I ask somone who I know is gonna lie to me and that makes me fel better
gil:
*hug*
xmas has come and gone. thank the lord.... hahah, i'm not even christian. i celebrate the holiday with romantic hopes that my family will join together happily for once, and not gang up on me and sepnd the day depleating the esteem i've spent the prior year rebuilding. but alas... you can't go home again.
so anyway, got some decent stuff, and some shitty stuff....
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so anyway, got some decent stuff, and some shitty stuff....
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obsidian_:
wow our christmas's we're oh so similar..it's kinda freaky
hellkitten:
i'm waiting for the p.p.p.p.s.
,o)
,o)
i am a hopelss romantic; about love, life, family, everything. i am a believer in kismet, karma, and fate.
and i believe that these things have brought me nothing but pain.
i hate the holidays. and i hate being alone.
and i believe that these things have brought me nothing but pain.
i hate the holidays. and i hate being alone.
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glamerdork:
aw-- I'm a hopeless romantic as well so I know how you feel. Doesn't it just suck? Well- the best thing to do is go and take all that energy and create something. I had this realization the other day-- that if for every time I ever got depressed and lonely in my extra dramatic romanticized sort of way I wrote some unique love story screen play or painted with all the emotions loneliness awakens, I would have actually created something half-wonderful by now. ...
It is awful being alone on the holidays. *hugs*
They'll be over soon enough. And then... well.. then it's winter for a few months and soon it will be spring--
gotsta keep optimistic, somewhat.
It is awful being alone on the holidays. *hugs*
They'll be over soon enough. And then... well.. then it's winter for a few months and soon it will be spring--
gotsta keep optimistic, somewhat.
girlblue:
bah. you're too cool to be cynical. i don't buy it.
it's been an odd day... my first article has been published, and i've recieved fantastic comments on it. saw a guy i used to ride the bus in high scool with, as well as some of the other people i still hang with from the old days. they all loved it... also met a girl that i knew long ago in seventh grade. she didn't...
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rocket2:
im eating ritz crackers with garlic hummus, trying tp getrid of an impending hangover. and i say. . . hmmmm.
bloodandlager:
I have alot of days like that, except for getting articles published, or any kind of success.
ugh.. too much working for vacation. worked yesterday and today, got in trouble for being late "if you are late again, you willl be subject to punishment up to and including termination" fuckers. and picked up a shift tomorrow, plus working for my dad (construction) monday and tuesday. suuuuuuuuuuuck.
i need a drink. what's your favorite?
i need a drink. what's your favorite?
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user8935778:
hahaha you can't repeat my journal question! that's silly
besides, you know mine already
besides, you know mine already
neon:
when i go to bars i drink amaretto sours when i'm at a house party i'm very partial to 40's of steel reserve.
so yeah, had my last final today, adn on the way out, met up with a happy surprise... this girl... i had actually gotten her number about a year ago, and had been seein' her around for even longer... anyway, as i left my final from hell, there she was, and we stopped and chatted for a moment, and she gave me her number again,...
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_michael:
party
neon:
have a shitload of fun with no school
FINALS ARE DONE FOR ME!!! i feel at peace, such a sense of relief and relaxation. life is good.
boxterjulep:
yes.
yes.soooooooo, yeah. how's everyone else doin'? i seem to be kinda moody as of late. three finals tomorrow, then one from hell on wednesday, then the binge drinking begins. you. me. the vid. pbr's all around. sound good? you know it does.
let me see your war face private joker!
let me see your war face private joker!
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likittysplit:
i am sooooo fuking tired... Yawn that is me...
rocket2:
im in ky. whenever i come here, i get an icky feeling. 
alright everyone, enough of this downer shit. Let's drink ourselves stupid and get naked. what d'ya say?
you know, sometimes i just feel kinda pathetic. ok, really pathetic.
like now, for instance.
like now, for instance.
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whiskey_____:
oh, hey! now you know how I feel 90% of the time!
freyja__:
but at least you're cute.
so, after thirty hours awake, 14 of which spent editing my final video, 6 hours of sleep, 3 hours of drinking, and ten more hours of sleep, i think i'm finally back to normal. now i just really want to get laid.
is that so wrong?
is that so wrong?
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rocket2:
haha. no i cant blame a guy for trying, but dont you say that to all the girls? ahhdunno. maybe if you can offer me something fun to do and if you dont mind if my proffessional skater chick friend who's really hot comes along? we might be able to make it happen.
_michael:
what did you edit on?
ANYHOW...my name means what you think.. Jack for Jackie. Knife for.. the knives I collect... its my stage name.. my radio name.. and the best name. plus when i used to be "jackie the ripper" my old co-host/best friend used to make fart jokes. and I HATE farts. ahahah
happy new years darling!
p.s. my name doesn't mean much. i don't even remember how i came up with it, but it's been my online personality since i was 15.