Ahh Monday. The weekend was nice. Spent friday night with my mom and CJ. Mom got me these two great books on music history, she knows me so well! I sat up until nearly 2am reading the encyclopedia of Rock book.
Saturday, Rogue and I went to see Friday The 13th. I was pleasantly surprised. It didnt suck. Not even a little. And then Sunday...
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In the end my birthday was pretty good, all things considered. I got birthday wishes from loads of folks, many of whom I hadnt heard from in ages. Its a silly thing, those two words, "Happy Birthday", but to be honest, when you hear them from so many, they make you feel pretty good. Each time someone said it via email, text, Facebook / MySpace...
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tarion:
Excuse my ignorance, but whats an AARP card? 
tarion:
haha ooooh. Funny stuff 
Its my birthday.
Yeah. Happy birthday me.
Alone.
Again.
FTW.
I'm going to smile anyway. Because its my goddamn birthday. So yeah, the most loyal female in my life walks on four legs and meows when I walk in the door. So what? I'll give her a bowl of beer tonight, and me and her will have a good birthday.
Fuck the rest.
Yeah. Happy birthday me.
Alone.
Again.
FTW.
I'm going to smile anyway. Because its my goddamn birthday. So yeah, the most loyal female in my life walks on four legs and meows when I walk in the door. So what? I'll give her a bowl of beer tonight, and me and her will have a good birthday.
Fuck the rest.
corsette:
Happy Birthday 
stuntc0ck:
Happy birthday fool!
Will you ever make time for me even though i dont have bewbz?
Will you ever make time for me even though i dont have bewbz?
So there's this blanket....
Yeah, that's right, a blanket.
Its something that both Ms Gemini and I noticed (independent of each other) on our walks to work. Its just this ragged thing thrown there on Vine Street, something that was at one time pink, and possibly loved by someone. I can imagine it once being the throw cover for some grandmothers couch, this big weave...
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Yeah, that's right, a blanket.
Its something that both Ms Gemini and I noticed (independent of each other) on our walks to work. Its just this ragged thing thrown there on Vine Street, something that was at one time pink, and possibly loved by someone. I can imagine it once being the throw cover for some grandmothers couch, this big weave...
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Humans boggle the mind sometimes. Yes, even though "I are one".
I met this lady, I'm ashamed to say, on an online personals site. Yes kids, its gotten that drastic. I'm not meeting ANYONE by conventional means....anyone that's not either taken or completely uninterested in me that is.
So I meet this lady, and we hit it off. We started by emailing and texting, and...
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I met this lady, I'm ashamed to say, on an online personals site. Yes kids, its gotten that drastic. I'm not meeting ANYONE by conventional means....anyone that's not either taken or completely uninterested in me that is.
So I meet this lady, and we hit it off. We started by emailing and texting, and...
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niobe:
*hugs*
Better luck next time.
Better luck next time.
niobe:
Maybe not. *shrugs*
Blood all aboil this morning kids.
Like you don't even know.
You read this blog....you know me...I'm not the confrontational sort. Really I'm not. Live and let live I say.
Or at least try to say....
Let me explain....I hate the fact that when I ride the train on my way to and from work, I have to endure the trash left behind by others....
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Like you don't even know.
You read this blog....you know me...I'm not the confrontational sort. Really I'm not. Live and let live I say.
Or at least try to say....
Let me explain....I hate the fact that when I ride the train on my way to and from work, I have to endure the trash left behind by others....
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I spend so much time vacillating between the positivism of almost knowing and utter confusion, that sometimes I wonder if maybe the world at large is right, and I am so terribly wrong.
When the self ceases to make sense, who do you turn to for direction? Who do you seek advice from?
When you spend your days on the edge while your heart softly...
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When the self ceases to make sense, who do you turn to for direction? Who do you seek advice from?
When you spend your days on the edge while your heart softly...
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I don't wish ill on others.
Really I don't.
Not because of some moral clause or feeling of superiority or the three-fold law, but simply because it doesn't feel right to wish bad things on people to me.
Last night, for reasons known only to that region I'll never quite understand, I dreamt of HER.
It was shocking a bit...because to be honest, I haven't...
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Really I don't.
Not because of some moral clause or feeling of superiority or the three-fold law, but simply because it doesn't feel right to wish bad things on people to me.
Last night, for reasons known only to that region I'll never quite understand, I dreamt of HER.
It was shocking a bit...because to be honest, I haven't...
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colada:
Thank you.
Its good to know I am not alone and to hear words from you with such conviction.
Its good to know I am not alone and to hear words from you with such conviction.
neopop:
I find a lot of myself, albeit the distant past in your situation, and remember the confusion resulting from those thoughts. It's a melancholy that we always hope dealing with will resolve--which we eventually manage--though it's a bit of a painful trial and error process.
My simplest explanation of the recent dream component deals greatly with the time of the year. That's probably why, given it's a time when we reflect on what we have, as much as what differs from seasons past. You will eventually see that time becomes the distance that finds these things beyond the horizon. You've got a full 360 panorama within your reach to interact with. That's where you'll find all the gifts and surprises that are the substance of life.
There's my sage nugget of advice that I hope you take into the new year to implement and benefit from. I hadn't realized you were so close... when things warm up, you should make it over to Millville.
Best wishes, G.
My simplest explanation of the recent dream component deals greatly with the time of the year. That's probably why, given it's a time when we reflect on what we have, as much as what differs from seasons past. You will eventually see that time becomes the distance that finds these things beyond the horizon. You've got a full 360 panorama within your reach to interact with. That's where you'll find all the gifts and surprises that are the substance of life.
There's my sage nugget of advice that I hope you take into the new year to implement and benefit from. I hadn't realized you were so close... when things warm up, you should make it over to Millville.
Best wishes, G.