I was feeling a bit down, but...I got better.
I don't understand.
How the fuck can I be miserable until I'm 18 years old, work my ass off for 6 months and become what I've always wanted to be, then spend the next five or six years letting all that hard work go to shit until I'm back to what I was when I started?
Why don't I care about the thing that makes...
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How the fuck can I be miserable until I'm 18 years old, work my ass off for 6 months and become what I've always wanted to be, then spend the next five or six years letting all that hard work go to shit until I'm back to what I was when I started?
Why don't I care about the thing that makes...
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crypticrapture:
i've just started reading Dostoevsky's notes from underground (for class) and find some of his comments strangely enough hitting a bit closer to home than i thought they would...
yeah, i don't intend on ever working for a big corporation or "the man"; my interests to serve people one on one would never be compatible with "him"
ooh, self-discipline, where art thou? i'm-a searchin too - believe you me
she's a sneaky little sprite she is, and from what i've gathered, i don't think she'll appear and until we cry pardon waving our white flag
a bitch she is too
oy vey
yeah, i don't intend on ever working for a big corporation or "the man"; my interests to serve people one on one would never be compatible with "him"
ooh, self-discipline, where art thou? i'm-a searchin too - believe you me
she's a sneaky little sprite she is, and from what i've gathered, i don't think she'll appear and until we cry pardon waving our white flag
a bitch she is too
oy vey
crypticrapture:
well, you're probably right, considering my reading list for the summer has consisted of or will consist of the following:
Europe in a wider world: 1350-1650
Boccaccio - The Decameron
The Portable Machiavelli
Erasmus - The Praise of Folly and Other Writings
Montaigne - Essays
Cervantes - Exemplary Stories
Kierkegaard - Fear and Trembling, From Sickness Unto Death
Camus - the Myth of Sisyphus
Dostoevsky - Notes from Underground
Beckett - Waiting for Godot
and for the pleasure of reading (when i have the time) King - The Talisman
ugh.
Europe in a wider world: 1350-1650
Boccaccio - The Decameron
The Portable Machiavelli
Erasmus - The Praise of Folly and Other Writings
Montaigne - Essays
Cervantes - Exemplary Stories
Kierkegaard - Fear and Trembling, From Sickness Unto Death
Camus - the Myth of Sisyphus
Dostoevsky - Notes from Underground
Beckett - Waiting for Godot
and for the pleasure of reading (when i have the time) King - The Talisman
ugh.
What guides me?
Am I here because I'm meant to be here? Are there sub-conscious steps before me? Or is this really a set of horrible mistakes and personality glitches?
Every time I was ever hurt. Was I supposed to learn or just stay in one place and build up humility?
Am I going to explode?
I can't control myself anymore. My sub-conscious steps are...
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Am I here because I'm meant to be here? Are there sub-conscious steps before me? Or is this really a set of horrible mistakes and personality glitches?
Every time I was ever hurt. Was I supposed to learn or just stay in one place and build up humility?
Am I going to explode?
I can't control myself anymore. My sub-conscious steps are...
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bluefreak:
who ever said i was against drugs? *L* please you have me all wrong if thats what you think.
good to have you back *hugs*
good to have you back *hugs*
franandzooey:
Food Demon!!! I wonder what the food demon looks like, someone should draw a pic. of him!
There's nothing going on this weekend. I had originally planned on attending my sister's wedding, since, well, I'm a groomsman, but I ended up just staying home...because I found out at almost the last minute that my sister's wedding wasn't until NEXT weekend.
I'm not smart.
I'm getting a black star on my arm next month with a blue "DEO" in the center. Any suggestions...
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I'm not smart.
I'm getting a black star on my arm next month with a blue "DEO" in the center. Any suggestions...
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I'm seriously getting sick of all this shit. I think I'm going to lose it soon.
creative_slacker:
Ahh sounds like someone is in a rut. Come join us in rutville... it's pretty nice if you look past the dishes in the sink breeding mold creating a Petri dish dream for penicillin. Look past the teams of cockroaches formulating a conspiracy to overthrow the government of Uruguay. I dare not describe the scum that awaits you in the bathroom... let's leave that to the imagination, shall we.
I'm sure the shit that youre going through will be bearable after a brief interlude with fun. Find fun somewhere and when you're done with it, send it over my way -if you don't mind sharing.
I'm sure the shit that youre going through will be bearable after a brief interlude with fun. Find fun somewhere and when you're done with it, send it over my way -if you don't mind sharing.
*I'm just going to say a few things about myself, since none of you really know me.
I'm Ryan, a twenty-five year old who lives in the south-west section of Minnesota, which is mostly ugly, flat farm country. This area doesn't breed artists and instead, breeds ignorance and fear.
Everyone is afraid of everyone else and has turned this entire area into a paranoid desert....
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I'm Ryan, a twenty-five year old who lives in the south-west section of Minnesota, which is mostly ugly, flat farm country. This area doesn't breed artists and instead, breeds ignorance and fear.
Everyone is afraid of everyone else and has turned this entire area into a paranoid desert....
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Surprisingly, I'm still alive. I'm going to assume they found me---through whatever pact with the devil---and forced me into staying an SG member.
I'm all for that.
I'm all for that.
I don't know how long I have, but I'll be without SG for a while. Yes, my heart is broken. Yes, I'm okay with that.
I'll see you guys in a couple of weeks, then!
I'll see you guys in a couple of weeks, then!
franandzooey:
Oh no. Broken hearts=bad news. Hope it gets fixed soon!
"Sped" huh. What did it mean? I don't recall it. Maybe I was too busy watching Michael Jackson on the MTV!
"Sped" huh. What did it mean? I don't recall it. Maybe I was too busy watching Michael Jackson on the MTV!
lauren:
Thank you for the compliments =)
I finalized the book and have it nice and packaged neatly for UPS Monday morning.
I don't know how to feel about having a book on shelves. A sick, nervous feeling in my gut, perhaps?
I don't know how to feel about having a book on shelves. A sick, nervous feeling in my gut, perhaps?
Jesus loves me, this I know. For the Bible tells me so.