Horribly bored, I changed my nickname.
I hope we can all deal with the change.
I hope we can all deal with the change.
So, it happens one night.
I'm lying there, perfectly calm and half-awake, when suddenly I "wake up". I'm sitting up and staring at the TV and the thought hits me:
"I need to go back to school."
So for the first time in years, I suddenly realized I want to go back. Only...I had just promised a friend I would move out of state in...
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I'm lying there, perfectly calm and half-awake, when suddenly I "wake up". I'm sitting up and staring at the TV and the thought hits me:
"I need to go back to school."
So for the first time in years, I suddenly realized I want to go back. Only...I had just promised a friend I would move out of state in...
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You know what I love?
I love when people say the most horrifying, derogatory things to me. The worst, the better.
And do you know why?
Because I love the feeling of my body beginning to shake. My eyes start to squint and water slightly, and I suddenly burst out with anger. It's the release I love, even when my whole body feels as if...
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I love when people say the most horrifying, derogatory things to me. The worst, the better.
And do you know why?
Because I love the feeling of my body beginning to shake. My eyes start to squint and water slightly, and I suddenly burst out with anger. It's the release I love, even when my whole body feels as if...
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daemontia:
i hate that feeling, mainly because i get all red (it's the irish in me???) and i feel like it's not proper to go off on a person looking like a tomato. who can take you seriously? lol
thanks for the reply, but, you can give you're opinion anytime. i don't mind, as long as it's not mean
thanks for the reply, but, you can give you're opinion anytime. i don't mind, as long as it's not mean
You know those countless hundreds of small, sweet movies where the young, beautiful, and upbeat girl goes up to the quiet, anti-social, ugly guy and asks him out, then finds out that deep inside his heart, he's an incredibly talented and intelligent person and they fall deeply in love, but then have a serious argument which ends in a breakup, but then the man does...
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niobe:
HA! Very true. 
franandzooey:
Is that how finding neverland is? It looks good, but cheesy sort of. Who knows. I ain't mad at cha'! I am just so selfish and self absorbed lately that I haven't been on SG much. I use to update my journal literally twice a day and now it's like once every two weeks! How ya' been?
I have a confession to make.
Since I was a teenager, I thought I was lucky enough to find the easy way out of any situation. If I waited long enough, a solution would appear and solve my problems. No matter how hard my life would become, there would be something or someone there to rescue me and take me in.
And this time, I've...
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Since I was a teenager, I thought I was lucky enough to find the easy way out of any situation. If I waited long enough, a solution would appear and solve my problems. No matter how hard my life would become, there would be something or someone there to rescue me and take me in.
And this time, I've...
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Wanna go for a ride?
niobe:
Where to?
Nothing new. Just consistancy.
The same things to a higher degree.
Sadness, pain and animosity.
That's what it means to be me.
Haha, that's it. I'm done with poetry, I promise. Writing that made me laugh.
The same things to a higher degree.
Sadness, pain and animosity.
That's what it means to be me.
Haha, that's it. I'm done with poetry, I promise. Writing that made me laugh.
"if you want to view paradise, simply look around and view it.
anything you want....do it.
want to change the world? there's nothing...to it"
everything moves fluidly in this world. as time flows, things are in constant change. every minute of every day for better or for worse, whether tragedy or ecstasy, we are in constant flux.
there is no moment we can't re-direct the...
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anything you want....do it.
want to change the world? there's nothing...to it"
everything moves fluidly in this world. as time flows, things are in constant change. every minute of every day for better or for worse, whether tragedy or ecstasy, we are in constant flux.
there is no moment we can't re-direct the...
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crypticrapture:
ditto. 
online friends
only relate to you
because when you're speaking
they're staring at their own face
reflected in their monitor
good ideas on the back of a milk carton
missing
if found
please send them back home
i miss them very much
the reward i offer
is one less page of blank white paper
when you look down on planet earth
from where god's eye...
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only relate to you
because when you're speaking
they're staring at their own face
reflected in their monitor
good ideas on the back of a milk carton
missing
if found
please send them back home
i miss them very much
the reward i offer
is one less page of blank white paper
when you look down on planet earth
from where god's eye...
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malloreigh:
i don't add collectors to my list. if more than half of their friends are suicidegirls, i get very suspicious.
OCT 12
"e:x-is*te-nc:e"
once the box was opened
pandora hid inside
the guilt she felt
ripped her apart
she closed the lids to hide the screams
she asphyxiated, then died
we're not innocent
we can't hide from our guilt
bloodshot
and puffy eyes
won't make death feel sorry for us
OCT. 9
The WordPerfect file stares me in the eye and demands action.
It wants...
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"e:x-is*te-nc:e"
once the box was opened
pandora hid inside
the guilt she felt
ripped her apart
she closed the lids to hide the screams
she asphyxiated, then died
we're not innocent
we can't hide from our guilt
bloodshot
and puffy eyes
won't make death feel sorry for us
OCT. 9
The WordPerfect file stares me in the eye and demands action.
It wants...
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aaardvark:
Thus is the way of life 