Today has been incredibly hard on me...
The other day I found out that my Uncle Charlie's cancer is back and spread horribly through out his body. He is currently in Hospice and the doctors are predicting that he only has days left. My grandmother took off for our cottage yesterday morning, because the cottage is only a half hour away from the hospital, verses our house that is practically an hour and a half away. And the next time I will see my grandmother is when my uncle (her brother) passes.
Today my mother called me to let me know that my other grandmother (who lives back home in Florida) is also in the hospital on a ventilator. And all I keep thinking is "who's next" because everything happens in threes. Will it be my Great Grandmother? My Papa? Who?
I'm scared... alot!
And I am just grateful that have such a wonderful Best Friend who has been there for me through think and thin. I love the fact that my job is being really understand with the fact that I may have to take off to drive up north for almost 2 hours or take off on a plane back home to Florida.
The other day I found out that my Uncle Charlie's cancer is back and spread horribly through out his body. He is currently in Hospice and the doctors are predicting that he only has days left. My grandmother took off for our cottage yesterday morning, because the cottage is only a half hour away from the hospital, verses our house that is practically an hour and a half away. And the next time I will see my grandmother is when my uncle (her brother) passes.
Today my mother called me to let me know that my other grandmother (who lives back home in Florida) is also in the hospital on a ventilator. And all I keep thinking is "who's next" because everything happens in threes. Will it be my Great Grandmother? My Papa? Who?
I'm scared... alot!
And I am just grateful that have such a wonderful Best Friend who has been there for me through think and thin. I love the fact that my job is being really understand with the fact that I may have to take off to drive up north for almost 2 hours or take off on a plane back home to Florida.
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domie:
Oh darling im sorry .. things will get brighter im sure... friends are the best medicine, i talking to you it has been forever darling things have finally calmed down around here but it looks like there starting up on your side.. when you have some time and you are looking to talk call me or leave me a line Ciao darling feel better soon !! 
meagan:
I hope things get better for you and your family. Keep us updated.