Shoot me now!
Current mood: sad
Bleh,
well this is the intresting thing about the 'hawaii firework permit' which I found reallys sucks ass!! The thing is that the permit is only good for one location (as in one store) and I didn't know this so it greatly stole some oomph outta my ideas to set shit on fire! dammit! Anyway supposed to be taking my little brother (he's 11 so don't go calling me a bad influence yet..) ah my sister tells me that I act like a boy more than anything else at times..oh well..bleh man I cooked me up some pancakes which turned into a PLATE OF DEATH!! Whip cream, butter and syrup. Just sucks the whole preggy thing is greatly cutting into my 'swordplay' *hint-hint* and it's driving me insane...I just don't feel like I am doing anything for my husband anymore then that puts me in a worse mood then I just feel like stopping!! It's shitty cause it frustrates him that we don't do much any more and it frustrates me that I feel like that I don't feel like I do anything for him anymore...I don't have the energy nor do i feel sexy with this developing size 10 waist lol anyway it's devistating to me cause these clothes that I worked so hard for to fit into again (and look good in them too) aren't gunna fit again! I just can't win!! I don't feel like cuddling (well that and it's getting really warm over here) I wanna shower by myself..I just wanna do everything by myself at times..I hate it cause i just wanna do my own thing and hubby wants to be the cling on. But the good thing he and my friend's husband went out last night down town and went bar hopping so they had a good time. Well they atleast LOOKED like they did....I went to the human society today to look for luis and I saw this cat that I could almost swear it was him, had the same marking and sounded the same too. But he wasn't fixed and luis is...so as soon as i got in the car i cried for like 20 mins. But i left anyway I wanted to go back and check to see one more time if it was him. But they told me to check back in a week, so hopefully that cat will still be there and if not and it was him I'll never forgive myself!! Anyway I'm outta here before I make myself cry again!! Damn hormones!!!!
oh yeah and for the people of SG 
*hugs* 
Current mood: sad
Bleh,
well this is the intresting thing about the 'hawaii firework permit' which I found reallys sucks ass!! The thing is that the permit is only good for one location (as in one store) and I didn't know this so it greatly stole some oomph outta my ideas to set shit on fire! dammit! Anyway supposed to be taking my little brother (he's 11 so don't go calling me a bad influence yet..) ah my sister tells me that I act like a boy more than anything else at times..oh well..bleh man I cooked me up some pancakes which turned into a PLATE OF DEATH!! Whip cream, butter and syrup. Just sucks the whole preggy thing is greatly cutting into my 'swordplay' *hint-hint* and it's driving me insane...I just don't feel like I am doing anything for my husband anymore then that puts me in a worse mood then I just feel like stopping!! It's shitty cause it frustrates him that we don't do much any more and it frustrates me that I feel like that I don't feel like I do anything for him anymore...I don't have the energy nor do i feel sexy with this developing size 10 waist lol anyway it's devistating to me cause these clothes that I worked so hard for to fit into again (and look good in them too) aren't gunna fit again! I just can't win!! I don't feel like cuddling (well that and it's getting really warm over here) I wanna shower by myself..I just wanna do everything by myself at times..I hate it cause i just wanna do my own thing and hubby wants to be the cling on. But the good thing he and my friend's husband went out last night down town and went bar hopping so they had a good time. Well they atleast LOOKED like they did....I went to the human society today to look for luis and I saw this cat that I could almost swear it was him, had the same marking and sounded the same too. But he wasn't fixed and luis is...so as soon as i got in the car i cried for like 20 mins. But i left anyway I wanted to go back and check to see one more time if it was him. But they told me to check back in a week, so hopefully that cat will still be there and if not and it was him I'll never forgive myself!! Anyway I'm outta here before I make myself cry again!! Damn hormones!!!!
oh yeah and for the people of SG *hugs* VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
chill and i hope things go better soon