gravedoll666

Ello Ello...ahh...pregnancy is kicking my ass right now..I have a constant stomach ache with a slight woozy feeling so I guess right now this is a mild form of 'morning sickness' sucks cause I can't sleep at night... so yeah while chris sleeps in the bed I am cruizing downstairs twiddling on here or drawing nothing that I am gunna finish... it's sad cause I'm never on the same schedule as him...I found a bird today...it was on the highway as we headed back from wally world...it was in the right lane and it was in the middle of the lane so cars were going right over it, I freaked out and almost started to cry (damn preggy hormones!!!) freaking the fucken thing out...I made my husband go down the road and sit through 4 long stop lights to turn around and go get it.... Thankfully we caught a red light and there was a towel in the car...I got out of the car and wrapped the bird in the towel, got back in and we headed home again. I was kinda shaky cause it was on of those things that you don't do in traffic...oh well!! I get the bird home and unwrap it in the bathroom on the floor...It was ok, no broken bones, nothing could be seen bleeding, it had a good grip on it's feet and flapped normally when you tilted it...but what concerned me is that it was repedatively moving it's head back and forth..like watching car after car go by...I called my mom ( a nurse's assistant at a nursing home) and double checked the possiblity of it really being a head injury or just shock of all the cars going over it.. I just checked on it a few mins ago...it's sleeping, still warm, still reflexing, and still ticking...it's slighter in sleep but when you freak it out or it's awake it goes quicker..I think it'd be ok, just has a tick now...which means I couldn't let it go..I'm fine with that..it just needs to survive tonight. I hope it does, but even if it doesn't..I'd rather it be somewhere warm and safe....instead of some asshole getting his kicks and aim for it....being freaked out over and over again as each car went go by until it went into shock and died...My mom told me to quit being like her. (a bleeding heart runs in the family...) plus I've always liked birds...and of course hubby had to ask me why I chose to save that bird, yet still eat meat...I looked at him a bit annoyed and told him animals that were made for mass consumption we are mentally taught not to feel bad for. But if I sat there and watched one get slaughter I deffinately wouldn't eat one and feel sorry for it but I wouldn't try to save it because it goes to the law of nature (Kill to eat). It's also the fact that no one would be eating this bird..it would just be a splat on the road that someone would scrape off later...it would be a waste...if it was a cat hunting it it'd be different....but it flew into a car (as you know cars aren't a part of nature)..*sigh* i'm sure there are many out there who oppose..but hey we are intitled to our own opnion!!!
haha laters!!