gravedoll666

Need to change that picture... Anyway, things are getting a little better, I no longer have a cold, just an occasional runny/stuffy nose. The only bad part is I am hungry every hour or so. So a continueous stream of veggies and occasional sweets grace my pallet...I feel alot calmer after I did the whole 'mood swing' thing...(which apparently no one mentioned to me that they were that intense) I mean yeah before you get your period you get moody but that was like a PMSing women that was possesed!!! Man, I couldn't stop crying for like an hour, it sucked at some points I didn't even know what I was crying for, but after I got all that outta the way I feel alot better. I talked to my mom, who apparently I miss being around more than i thought i did. It's weird too, I feel the need to play a lower key sort of music so instead of the havoc of SLAYER or Manson I find myself chillin to a meditation cd or some opera/classical, also throw some new age or techno in and light an incense, since smells are now 10X's stronger and some that were just 'EW' before are now ...so bless the little demon spawn inside me... nah just my luck it'll be normal. Oh, also I have found that I have grown to not like scary movies, before it was fun to get scared, but now when I do it's pretty bad! It's like I'm 5 years old again, my husband checks the closests (even though it's voulntary i swear he's doing it just to make fun of me) and the hall light stays on...I have turned into a fucken chicken!! oh well, but I do feel alot 'softer' now, like i rarely get angry ( i get depressed) kinda thing! it's weird! Oh not to mention my boobs are already getting a tad bit bigger and thet are tender as fuck! Is there a 38DDD? cause my boobs are spilling out the top of my DD...lol lovely visual..lol okay I am about done..Oh! good news people! I found that I can still use my red hair dye, the crappy part is that I cannot bleach my roots! But right now my hair looks like an orange poof ball...I told chris that I don't need some fat bastard mistaking my head for a cheeto when his blood sugar gets too low!!! OKay, long and boring but hey I'm preg, what else would I have to talk about since I can't have drinking escapades ne more? hahah laters!!
~the lord and master