gravedoll666

Kill me now!!!!! Man, I hate the fact that my sister, who wants me to babysit has never really done me a favor yet I have to drop what I'm doing to watch my niece! (there's more to this story don't call me completely selfish yet) Ok, first off this girl was supposed to put her in day care a month ago! 2nd off I have NEVER seen her husband take a day off to watch her! 3rdly she has leeched off my mom and had previously put her almost to the point of bankrupcy and still owes me money. But yet she tells me they need the money! what the fuck for?!? they misuse their funds anyway!! Man, and now that I finally have the modivation to go look for a job that gets cut short cause I gotta go over there! I'm not saying I'm not going to it's just that I got 50 bucks to last me the rest of the month and I live on the other side of the island, that may not seem that bad but you add gas, needing to be there by 7am and a 1hr long drive or more due to morning traffic and my moring intolerance it just sucks, and I know most of you are gunns roll ur eyes cause you have jobs too! But it's irritating cause I'm trying to finally get my lazy ass in gear and my glouris 7:30 am start to go look for stuff for the house has gone up in flames!! Talk about a modivation killer!!! I'm also pissed cause this is the sister (only sister may i add) that wanted to disown me and thought I was an embarrassment and now she wants this embarrassment to do her a favor! The only joy that I am gunna get from this is that I'm not going to tell her until later on (about 9 hrs form now) that I'm coming to watch haven, ya know let her sweat it out a bit and I'm just gunna cross my fingers and hope that rock star will kick my ass just enough so I will be awake for a hyper active little 2 1/2 yr old! She's not that bad, it's just that she's starting to get a little bratty cause my sister never really watches her just let's her do her own thing alot of the time, so when she's doing something she's not supposed to she throws a fit! *sigh* another diva in training!!!! thankfully after I have ranted and raved I am ready to fill out that job application. Man, my life sucks! what made me think that I was actually going to get an art career?!? Oh well, talk to you laters ppl, don't hate me cause I was mad about something that stupid, just keep in mind I haven't worked since mid last year!!! Well if anything I just feel stupid, but I'm still gunna make her sweat cause I'm a sadistic little fuck!!! more laters! bye ppl!!!!