AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
FUCKEN A!!!!!!!!!!!!! *bangs head on wall* *punches wall*FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!!!
Aparently now that hubby has read my previous sg journal this is what he now thinks of me!
chris's e-mail:
i am truly amazed at all the bullshit you wrote in your journal and sent to me. there are many reasons why we are here and in iraq, if you were here and could see this country and its people and what the taliban and al quada did to these people you would understand. and iraq was not just about sadamm they were harboring terrorists amoung all the evil shit sadamm and his regime were doing the us is not the next nazis if anyone is it is the taliban/al quada and all the other muslim extremists who want to cleanse the world of what they call infadels.and yes i do not want to die over here but i gladly would die for my country and for the cause there is honor in death you have no idea about that i have had people i know die over here and they will be rememberd and there was extreme honor in there death and i would rather die as a soilder fighting for for country and what i belive in than an old man on my death bed who never did a god damn thing.
and about bush yes he is not the best president ever but who is. and he was definetly the best man for the job. maybe if you nhad voted you would understand because i voted and you know what i voted for bush. i hope you enjoy all the crap you have boughten yourself over the past year with my paycheck because all that money came form the government you hate so much and all that lovely extra money i am getting was authorized by bush and all the pay raises and everything else so next time you are wearing some of those clothes ot listening to those cd's and all the other shit just remember all that was made possible by bush and our government.
i feel by what you have said you have turned your back on me and all the other men over here who do have honor and would gladly die for there country. you have no respect for who we are or what we are or what we are trying to do over here and dying to do over here.i feel you have betrayed me more in that writing than with most the shit in the past yera rolled into one. so next time you write something like that tyr ti think of someone besides yourself. as for your entry fuck that whole thing it sound like it came straight form some punk magazine or cd and not from you. and remember I AM A US ARMY SOILDER WHO HAS HONOR AND WOULD DIE FOR MY COUNTRY GLADLY WITH NO SECOND THOUGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR HUSBAND CHRIS
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I told him that I'm not married to the US Army, I am married to him! Apparently I am a woman and I have no right to an opnion! He can question my ways but I question his it's blasphamy! If something happens to him, a couple dozen people will look at his name and picture in the paper and be "aww, how sad." meanwhile they don't really care cause it didn't happen to them! I also mentioned that being in the army is like siging ur soul away to the devil for a lot of money! I bitched at him if he only feels important while he's over there we need a divorce! That if he conciders dying for some ingrates a worthy cause, instead of living his own life then he can go fuck himself. I DO NOT concider following orders like a dog, LIVING!!!! Punk magazine my ass!!! this is my opnion! " I am not a fighter! I am a human being!!!" Fuck it all!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKEN A!!!!!!!!!!!!! *bangs head on wall* *punches wall*FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!!!
Aparently now that hubby has read my previous sg journal this is what he now thinks of me!
chris's e-mail:
i am truly amazed at all the bullshit you wrote in your journal and sent to me. there are many reasons why we are here and in iraq, if you were here and could see this country and its people and what the taliban and al quada did to these people you would understand. and iraq was not just about sadamm they were harboring terrorists amoung all the evil shit sadamm and his regime were doing the us is not the next nazis if anyone is it is the taliban/al quada and all the other muslim extremists who want to cleanse the world of what they call infadels.and yes i do not want to die over here but i gladly would die for my country and for the cause there is honor in death you have no idea about that i have had people i know die over here and they will be rememberd and there was extreme honor in there death and i would rather die as a soilder fighting for for country and what i belive in than an old man on my death bed who never did a god damn thing.
and about bush yes he is not the best president ever but who is. and he was definetly the best man for the job. maybe if you nhad voted you would understand because i voted and you know what i voted for bush. i hope you enjoy all the crap you have boughten yourself over the past year with my paycheck because all that money came form the government you hate so much and all that lovely extra money i am getting was authorized by bush and all the pay raises and everything else so next time you are wearing some of those clothes ot listening to those cd's and all the other shit just remember all that was made possible by bush and our government.
i feel by what you have said you have turned your back on me and all the other men over here who do have honor and would gladly die for there country. you have no respect for who we are or what we are or what we are trying to do over here and dying to do over here.i feel you have betrayed me more in that writing than with most the shit in the past yera rolled into one. so next time you write something like that tyr ti think of someone besides yourself. as for your entry fuck that whole thing it sound like it came straight form some punk magazine or cd and not from you. and remember I AM A US ARMY SOILDER WHO HAS HONOR AND WOULD DIE FOR MY COUNTRY GLADLY WITH NO SECOND THOUGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR HUSBAND CHRIS
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I told him that I'm not married to the US Army, I am married to him! Apparently I am a woman and I have no right to an opnion! He can question my ways but I question his it's blasphamy! If something happens to him, a couple dozen people will look at his name and picture in the paper and be "aww, how sad." meanwhile they don't really care cause it didn't happen to them! I also mentioned that being in the army is like siging ur soul away to the devil for a lot of money! I bitched at him if he only feels important while he's over there we need a divorce! That if he conciders dying for some ingrates a worthy cause, instead of living his own life then he can go fuck himself. I DO NOT concider following orders like a dog, LIVING!!!! Punk magazine my ass!!! this is my opnion! " I am not a fighter! I am a human being!!!" Fuck it all!!!!!!!!!!
Have you ever noticed how war vets either talk about their war all the time or not at all? Its like some had the time of their lives. Big toys. Lots of stories. Comradeship. When we are in war it seems that we men feel really alive. Its so fucked up.
The ones that are totally silent about it are the ones that I suspect realise that what they did was wrong. Perhaps they realise how precious their relationships are and selfish it is to risk death.
There is no honor in death. It is a made up thing, like medals.
May you channel your anger in useful ways. There are many others who feel like you do. I had better stop before this becomes a big rant. Love and peace sister. xxxx
[Edited on Feb 11, 2005 10:52PM]