things are definitely looking up for me i think. i hung out with friends last night and it helped me put a lot of shit into perspective. i will not die, and being single will actually be very good and enjoyable for me. it just felt really good to get out with friends and be social again.
i'm sad because my friend keith is going off to iraq
i will miss you while you're away, but i'll be sure to write you and send you cool stuff in the mail, keith 
me and dario weren't meant to be together forever and get married, but i really want us to be friends more than anything in the world right now. things are still touchy i think, but hopefully with time we can get to a place where we are at peace with each other and frienship comes naturally. we have had a good friendship during the duration of our relationship and i hope we can continue to do so over time. there is so much stuff we've taught each other by sharing two years together, and i wouldn't be the person i am today if not for knowing him; i am thankful just to have known him...i love him there will always be a little bit of dario in me, this i know...
it's early but i'm going to go to bed. i'm on the path to healing, but i am feeling not right today, and i just want to sleep the night away because i'm by myself and i don't want to think about things...
i'm sad because my friend keith is going off to iraq
i will miss you while you're away, but i'll be sure to write you and send you cool stuff in the mail, keith
me and dario weren't meant to be together forever and get married, but i really want us to be friends more than anything in the world right now. things are still touchy i think, but hopefully with time we can get to a place where we are at peace with each other and frienship comes naturally. we have had a good friendship during the duration of our relationship and i hope we can continue to do so over time. there is so much stuff we've taught each other by sharing two years together, and i wouldn't be the person i am today if not for knowing him; i am thankful just to have known him...i love him
there will always be a little bit of dario in me, this i know...
it's early but i'm going to go to bed. i'm on the path to healing, but i am feeling not right today, and i just want to sleep the night away because i'm by myself and i don't want to think about things...