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sunday today.
a very pleasant sunday. though it was cold out and raining all day.
the heat is back on. i almost turned the a/c on a few days ago.

the day after i sold the other car, our remaining car has a problem.
so i took it in for them to look at it. they have to order a part.
fortunately it's not the...
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so, saturday night.
it was nightmarish this afternoon for five or six hours. it's been over a year or two since things were that bad.

i joined a few groups. this is the first time i've looked around at them.
they seem very interesting. maybe i'll get to know some people on SG.

after i recovered this evening . . . i decided i need...
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so, friday now.
the taxes all went through fine.
it rained several days ago, and so the landscape bloomed along the roads, and most everywhere else. then today the weather was like winter again. i've had enough of the snow and cold.

i remember one spring in the nineties, one late morning in the rain. i was driving back from california, and just arriving back...
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so, i guess today is wednesday. it's gotten warm very suddenly. it seems too warm.

spent 8 or 10 hours with turbotax yesterday doing my taxes. hopefully it will all clear, the e-file, and I'll be done with it for this year. a small refund credited into my account in 8 or 10 days.

haven't been reading anything recently but newsweek. have been feeling substantially...
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another sunday past. the first in a month or so i wasn't very sick in the morning.
i may have a job soon.

read this today, it stuck out on the page, for no apparent reason:

And I was tormented by the thought that I might not have
time to accomplish my task. What task? I had no idea.

this is from The Fall....
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the weekend's over now.
we didn't do much. today we went to the local super-Walmart to buy groceries.
it's about 15 miles out of town, a pleasant drive.
it's been murky and overcast for two or three days in a row. the same undesirable day.
haven't read anything in a while.
see about doing some things this week.

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uneven day today.
like a whirlwind all morning.

felt better this evening. almost time for bed now.
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reading wittgenstein, the blue book.
finished going after cacciato, but wasn't feeling well while reading much of it. pretty good book. wasn't quite what I remembered it to be.
some things are truer than others.
some things are better than others.
still waiting to hear from the college about admission to the graduate program in biology. check the mail every day in a somewhat exasperated...
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woke up sick again this morning. i guess it's a part of being schizophrenic; the diversity of ailments that strike one.
it's like waking up on Mars sometimes.
sometimes i have headaches, i take a analgesics and librium for; the pain severe sometimes.
looking for a job. i have a college degree and have done some graduate work, but I can't find any jobs right...
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so, for readers who follow me, or wanted to, I may be posting more now.
Things arent going very well for me right now.

Ive been reading baudelaire and rimbaud; and hemingway, a farewell to arms. Which is somewhat of a heartbreaking story . . . (though flawed.)
Some visions often seem as quiet as wind in the trees,
or the falling snow in Arlington.