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Friday Apr 02, 2010

Apr 2, 2010
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so, had a decent day.
found another job board to look through.
we may have found another place to move to, if we stay around here.

many of the trees i noticed today along the road haven't blosssomed.
it was hot today, but there still hasn't been much rain i guess.
i'm wearing shorts today.
i don't often look around a lot. my mind wanders and i don't pay attention usually.

this job board has over 2000 local jobs, so i'm hoping i'll find something.
had a bad morning. i notice i don't like the light in the morning this time of spring.

i was just thinking of red sun. it used to hang on my dorm room wall along with guernica. what was that about. i have it on my computer screen here; evidently the original is in DC. today i was thinking about violence. guernica is very violent, in my opinion.
red is for the military, conventionally; also for socialism I guess. a red sun is a dying sun, a perishing sun. i don't know if that is on the right track.
it was so evocative for me at that time. i was 20.
later on i had blue ii hanging on the wall of my house, in the living room. i found it very peaceful and reflective.
miro is a favorite artist. i ilke miro and picasso most of painters. (i also like basquiat, what little i've seen of his.)
i don't have any prints hanging on my walls now. there's a flower stand with three vases and one bunch of flowers in it. that's about all.
then there are books stacked up in different places around the apartment.
i see them and think sometimes of futility.
charbovari muddling through classes with his fur cap.
i am still waiting to hear back from graduate schools.
i like school.
i'm a little old, but my mind is still fine for studying.

the a/c is on now.
i can't see ahead except for a few months right now.
things are up in the air.

well, that's all for now.



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