Hi guys,
maybe sounds stupid for you, a really common sentence. Something not that smart that you say when you wait your turn at the post office. It's like this, though.
I'm in Sicily for some days. My family and I were thrown into a walking nightmere. My mum discovered all of a sudden to be seriously sick last week, and since than she is in hospital to do every kind of tests, blood, heart, pressure and a lot of x-ray, especially to the lungs. Doctors are still waiting to give a diagnosis, but it could be malignant tumor.
I have to count every minutes on these bad days, try to not explode and cry as hell.
I have to wait. Wait for the resoults. Wait for seeing her at the hospital, wait so see my family, they live 16oo km far from me. Wait the day I have to go back in Milan and wait again for seein her again. It's the hardest thing I ever pass through in my life. I feel hopeless, I feel I have no time left for staying with her and tell her how much I love her, make some laughs together remember the silly things I used to do when I was younger.
And she... she's the best guys. She is not complaining at all, she knows perfectly how shit this situation is. She is strong. She is full of power, even if I know she is scared, she always have something nice and funny to say to us. She is totally a lion and a fighter!
When I see her I know we can handle this shit. We will. Totally.
Before I came here I shoot a naked set into my place for a project about the truly female natural forms http ://www.realityproject.net/ here the lovely link.
I loved to work with this guys, they were fantastic and the atmosphere super natural <3
We spent the time talking, I was naked, they were going around with cameras, I made coffee and cookies while we was listening to rockabilly music!!
What a day!
Speak soon,
Lov,
G
