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well, well, well...

where did everyone go? it's interesting, things change in cycles. i can barely remember all the peoples that used to be here, mtlqueen, lundoner, yimyam, even issie and 60ft! what happened?!?!? oh well, as long as i am chained to a computer, i will probably still be around...or if i get a girlfriend! ha!!

anyway, i am really pretty pleased about school almost being over, but i do tend to get antsy at the end. i have 4 months to go after xmas, and it will not pass soon enough i am sure. i will be in texas soon, and i will see this girl i haven't seen in years! actually a few of them. one is a dopefiend and is my own little janesays. she is beautiful, but she makes my heart hurt just to see and hear how badly she is declining. her sanity is slipping and it will be tough to face.
another is in a loveless marraige, still calls me to tell me we're soulmates, and i have been fucking her since she was twelve....after i stopped dating her sister the amputee (which was really hot, but i digress)...actually i never stopped fucking her sister too...anyway, i have not always been a nice, loving person, but i totally am now...

right??

anyway, there are ALOT of entanglements in texas, that i am just now realizing i am better for having left behind. but i do so love drama, and i have so little today. ahhh well, i guess this is what it sounds like, when doves cry.