Saturday Oct 25, 2003

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damn
i just finished making a documentery on death, how young people feel about it, and how they live their lives with the thought hangin' around. well, i just finished the rough cut, but with all the conversations rattlin around in my head, i think i just verified what life really is all about...for me, its about being happy, happy so i can give back to others, unconditionally. i spent the last couple of decades just taking, taking and consuming, and i feel fat! fat and stagnant. i need to give back, and i think that will bring happiness, be it single or married, i dunno, but i gotta do me first. we shall see, this is the new me, ya harr?? the new, kind and loving me!!

anyway, take care yall.
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jacqui:
what an intresting journal entry. i dont think i have ever read anyting so serious in any of you're previous entries, im happy for you...i really am. for some reason you make yourself out to be some horrid person that has a 'does'nt give a fuck' vibe, but i dont buy it. i never did. if i were you i would be alittle less harsh,your not that bad, lol. but if you are in the mood for giving then i have a request, please take some new pics for gods sake, dont get me wrong, the pix you have now are just fine but we all wanna see the present 'gram' not 2 year ago gram, hehehe.
take care and stop feeling fat.
xXx
issie
egon:
death is some crazy shit. We just celebrated the 1 yr aneversary of the death of one of my old lady's good frinds. She got hit by a dumptruck pulling into a convienience store. THen Over the weekend, a friend of mine is SF had a stroke. She was only 23. It makes you realize that your not invincible. At least, It made me think that I was not invincable.

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