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what a beautiful day today was! i mean, wow. so i guess summer is finally here. wierd, it was a cool rainy spring, and now, prepare for the scorching city heat!

i am totally going to the beach.

oh my god!
i ACTUALLY saw the sun today! i no lie, it was peeking from around a cloud, and it winked at me!

ok, that last part was a lie, but the sun is kinda out today. and, alas, i have work to do! but i will be outside for some part of this partly cloudy day.
even though it was rainy as fuck...
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there must be better ways than this.

so i am thinking as per a conversation i had with neon, about the future. she said that she thinks i am the marraige and kids type. she has claimed prophesy that it will happen in 5 years. this upsets me.

i am a confirmed bachelor. i do not want a wife, maybe kids, but no wife to...
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i really do love this fucking city. it is nothing really tangible. it is all the little things i think, that make this place so great. to wander around in the springtime when everything is in bloom is amazing. i think it is the stark contrast of soo much manmade and concrete that truly makes you appreciate the parks and vegitation that dot this urban...
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i am so happy that i am not completely dead yet. i do haave some life left in me. for example, i still have not flunked out of summerschool, and can actually manage to get a good grade or two,
amazing.

and last week i sent an email that said "fuck you" to one of my professors.

yeah, she laughed it off as if it...
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awwww, yeah!

i finally found time to clean the FUCKING FILTHY bathroom the previous apt. rentor left for me...
seriously, i pulled a 3 foot hair clog out of the shower drain. AAARRUGHHHH! i know i am a big tough boy, but hair fuking disgust me like a mutherfucker! anyway,

i can't get brighton beach outta my head... i wish i could be a big...
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sooooo,
this summer session is seriously fucked up. i am working way too much and i feel like i cannot breath.
on a good note, i did go to brighton beach the other day. that was fun, 'cause it was a rare good day for nyc.
now? it is rainy and chilly. so wierd. well, i gotta go.

allright dammitt!!

i couldn't stay away...its like an addiction.

i NEED suicide girls...
and i missed you.

oh my goodness. music makes memories.
i am loving he apple music service, but it is dangerouse. i keep buying music!
but i was listening to yaz, remember them? some might, but they are true 80's. i remember dancing at #'s(the club that had a lax door policy. if you were underage you just paid 2$ more) and my girlfriend loved the song "nobody's diary"....
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i wonder if i m the only person on the board that LOVES steely dan.
seriosly, i am not trying to be ironically hip or none such shit. i really do love it.
when my daddy got us kids after my mom deserted us, we would go everywhere with him while he worked. he cleaned office buildings and we would hang out in the back...
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yeahhh, june 6 is my axe date. i really like this site alot, and i just might come back at a later date. i just get bored.

i really like it that i got to meet some of you in person, and i hope we can stay in contact. and to all those who i met through cyberspace, i hope you kids email me or...
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the move was HELL.
i have no internet,
and my membership will be gone soon,
it rains.