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You keep that weapon in your pants, G, unless you can prove you know how to use it! *wink*
Rob's baaaack! whoooo!

WHERE THE MOTHERFUCKING PARTY AT MOTHERFUCKERS!?
BooYAH! hahaha

I came back, so no llores mas buey

people have bizarre views on relatioships... its comes from girls being raised on the 'knight in shining armour' fairytales, and boys being so emascualted by our fucked up 'feminist' society that they dont know what to do anymore... be chivalrous... women still like that... find a women who does...

bide your time and dont waste yourself on people who arent worth it... we get jaded by having too many bad relationships and it sets up a pattern... I didnt date people really until I was almost 20... and I thank myself for it... but then again I'm never really attracted to people you have to be pretty fucking special to get my attention..

the fantasy is supposed to be scary I want to scare Holdensolo and Throatneedle

thanks matie.. I'm of the same thinking that he did the best he could at the time... and of course he is going to be a different dad now ..... its just hard for me to reconcile what I think to what I feel... I know rationally all these things but I still cant stop feeling hurt and rejected... I'll slowly get over it

if it was promoted as a party I'd be happy... but what started as a political event 20 years ago ..and remained a political stance for sometime afterward is now a joke and detracts from the real message of mardi gras that started with those 20 people marching down the street in protest about how they were being treated being gay and lesbian... all of those people got arrested and thrown into jail without access to a lawyer and were treated inhumanely for their actions and beliefs... now the parade is just a bunch of gay boys in bad outfits and its a sponsored event.. .a money making machine.. they are cashing in on it and its not fair to those people who sacrified so much to begin it and to the fact that so many gay people are still being discriminated against... there is such an uproar from other gay groups about it that there is now an alternative mardi gras because so much of the gay population feel so removed from the parade now that they want nothing to do with it and dont want to give it any money... sure have a party.. they have many gay partys during the year Hand in Hand and Inquisition and Sleaze Ball are all on the main calender of events for the gay community and they make money and I have no problem with that at all... but when there is still inequality for gay and lesbian people mainly not allowed to be married (or have access to IVF) and they still have this parade I find it offensive that they use it as a money making machine when they could be really driving home a political message... let me put it this way... its like the may day riots being sponsored by a bank and the organisation selling tickets to the march

they have a party afterwards... but in order to make money they cant make it political anymore otherwise all the straight people wouldnt come and watch the parade... that I think is disgusting...

I think you're super hot too woo woo

mmm bee poop.

i emailed you g-string boy

i really want to see the movie rumblefish. do you by any chance have it or know someone who you can borrow it from?

you had sex and tattoo action? your texas trip sounds like a success.

Meh. Old is a state of mind. Namely, the state that occurs to a rotting corpse, six feet under. You are nowhere NEAR old, MAN. Kiss them lips, swagger them hips, and have a fucking blast!!! You deserve to cut loose, what with all the nose to the grindstone action that's been going on lately.
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Go Gabriel! Its yo birf-day!

i WISH i had no school. i love no school. i want to hole up in my room and do nothing forever.

The only fuzzy thing around here is my beat up old teddy bears, Big Teddy and Little Teddy, respectively. Yes, I am 28 years old and I've taken to sleeping with my fucking teddy bears again.
And I find it hard to believe you've got no cuddle bunnies in your life, you probably just need to open the door a little wider, is all...
Keep on truckin' with that school, babe.

I hope you're keeping warm in the snow! Fucking crazy storm!

Honestly, I cant wait to get the fuck out of here
Im dragging and lacking direction down here
I'm so fucking bored and lonely its driving me crazy

Who knows? Maybe my April trip up there will revitalize me

Meanwhiles, take care and throw a snowball against the wall for me
E-mail me sometime compadre! throatneedle@msn.com

will you take a picture of you in your sweaty goth-thong? i think that would be neat and very funny.

i think t'roatneedle should change his plane ticket and come to ny the first week of march when i am coming there and we can have a big man party with g-strings and i can be the lone girl. that also would be neat.

[Edited on Feb 18, 2003]

It's ok not to like metal, marica! Do you like 'rancheras'?
I want to have Mariachis play at my wedding! Estilo Pancho Villa!

Happy Valentine's Day Papi Chulo!

i wish i could afford to buy you food the first paycheck i get but i'll be paying off my debts. heh. you can always buy ME food though

....... run like the wind......
i'm comming after you with a rolling pin.....

......*giggle*

do what you wanna do, you know better than we do but there's always room for more passion in life...

i'm a sappy sap i can't get rid of anything... i dunno why memories are so important to me but i have always hated to let them go... i used to resist any change even when i wanted it just because i didn't want to let go of that which i was / would always be sentimental about. thank God i got over that, now i just gotta quit being a memory packrat.

thank you for the neat words

I love: meeting people, cranberry juice, coming to near tears after watching a good movie or hearing a good song, laughing, hearing my mom's voice, getting that paycheck on Friday and getting loaded, driving as fast as I can without using turn signals, the unique and intimate feeling of sex, and many many other things

I also love urinating in the shower and 'your momma' jokes

i love. i dancing. i friends. i parties. i the beach at night. i maui. i travel. i inspiring others. i good conversations. i fire. i BASS. (the bass the goes boom!)

xo

I have come to the conclusion that the world needs more
pictures of you with your shirt off.

thanks.


and yeah I do love the RevCo.....

[Edited on Feb 11, 2003]

its not so bad. i washed thenm last week. and i shower almost everyday.

its just the socks were really stinky, they werent hundred persent cotton and it s was a disaster i threw them away.

no more xstink feet.

pluss i am kind of going for the you dont wana flirt with me thing right now. im too busy being self obsorbed.

soon though. soon. i will hatch into a beutidful butterfly, that changes her clothes lieka good girl.