grafhelwig

ok. i have never really covered up the fact that i am not like other people but something took place today that floored me. while at one of my offices, a bunch of us talked about a person in the company that is a real prick. I mentioned that if he were to be hit by a bus while crossing the street, I'd probably go out and dance in the pool of blood. next thing ya know i am "unstable" "uh thanks that'll work you can leave now" and other remarks about personality evaluations needing to be part of the pre hire process. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! i mean everyone pretty much knows i have a morbid sense of humor and that i think a bit differently than most people and that is what makes me me and they go on and it doesnt bother them. this is the first time i have seen people act uncomfortable about some of my comments of this nature. i dont hide the fact that i am on antidepressants and when a miss a day or two i get a little bit crazier than normal. i have missed two days because the perscription ran out before the paycheck got deposited. usually after a day or two i get real pissy and turn into the biggest asshole on the planet, or i just get all wacky and act silly. i really wish i could write really creative like. i have shit in my head that would rival clive barker, or at least make good bloody b-movies, but i can never get it into words. oh well i am done rambling now. . . . or am i????????