I'm ready for a New Year!!
This past year has been one hell of a roller coaster ride! There have been some outstanding moments but most have been the rush of fear and anxiety of the next hill. Tomorrow I will be attending yet another wake and services.
This one is for part of my old extended family but never the less still a bit painful. Willie ( who was 82 ) passed yesterday and will be sadly missed. This was one witty little old person who I admired growing up as a child. I will be traveling back to Powder Springs for the services and spend time with the other part of the my extended family. For this year they have lost a daughter ( my childhood best friend ) and now grandmother/mother.
These things are hard for me because one it reminds of my own losses and seeing the pain of those that I care about. The pain of those left behind is what drives me to tears because that is something there is no cure for.....sometimes not even time cures it.
I still feel the loss of my family so very often.....
Thats all I have to say at the moment.
ginary:
Im sorry for your loss sweety. I was just thinking about about you today at work by the way. They had that beer you loved! If you ever come up here we can have some again. Miss ya ! (hugs)
daenerys:
sorry lady, yeah 2009 has been a rough year for alot of my friends. May 2010 rock our socks off!!
