graffiti_hunter

Crap...After a week I'm still not getting any better!
I'm not sure what else to do..... I'm just really tired of being this sick andnot being able to do anything about it! After working my ass off for more than 10yrs at the same company to just loose everthing..... I know in everyones lifetime the is at least one major economany crash. It effects billions of lives and somehow people make it threw it but I'm just not sure how to. I have no family to fall back on all of my resources have been pretty much drained. I'm really at end of rope ( or so it seems ).

I'm such and indendant person by nature and design that this whole process is just killing me. Currently I have walking phumonia and have been meds ( which I couldn't really afford to buy ) for a week. I'm still having trouble breathing, the damn ringing in my ears just won't go away, I can't really hear anyone talk to me and I have trouble talking to them because I can't breath. I have some weirdo swelling issue in my legs, feet, and face that is extremely painful - I'm so puffy my skin hurts and I keep getting wicked headaches. I can't really sleep becasue I'm just so damn uncomfortable and yep - I can't breath. Whatever this is it is kicking my ass and I hate!

Ok....i'm done complaining for now.