I'm truely heart broken tonight.
Tonight I found out that I will be sent out for a special 12 week project soon. I am the only one form my tema that has been choosen to do this project. In many ways people would love to be in my positin but I'm not feeling so. I will be pulled away from my team to work with the corp. design team and travel for 3 months straight. It good money but not worth it this time around. If I was able to stay with my team I would have the chance to travel to NYC. Since I found that I had the chance to NYC I have been super happy!! I was getting the chance to come full circle with a part of my life that lost along time ago. BUT....that has all changed in one night,
I am person of means.....I dought that I will ever get the chance to visit the place where the person that ilove most grew up. My life long dreamwas to visit the places that I alway told about and experance that city of New York as my mother had. But things changed so fast that the oppertunity wasn't there. after I had totally come to term with the idea of never being able to go,,,,,I gwt the chance, BUT fate has taken it away AGAIN!!!
I'm Truely heart broken!!!!!
Tonight I found out that I will be sent out for a special 12 week project soon. I am the only one form my tema that has been choosen to do this project. In many ways people would love to be in my positin but I'm not feeling so. I will be pulled away from my team to work with the corp. design team and travel for 3 months straight. It good money but not worth it this time around. If I was able to stay with my team I would have the chance to travel to NYC. Since I found that I had the chance to NYC I have been super happy!! I was getting the chance to come full circle with a part of my life that lost along time ago. BUT....that has all changed in one night,
I am person of means.....I dought that I will ever get the chance to visit the place where the person that ilove most grew up. My life long dreamwas to visit the places that I alway told about and experance that city of New York as my mother had. But things changed so fast that the oppertunity wasn't there. after I had totally come to term with the idea of never being able to go,,,,,I gwt the chance, BUT fate has taken it away AGAIN!!!
I'm Truely heart broken!!!!!
drpepper23:
Well darn, that sucks that you won't be able to go up to NYC with your team. Stay optimistic, there is still plenty of time in your life that you will make it up there one day. 
v8dreaming:
i agree with b.e. you'll get there. enjoy the trip you're about to go on and don't let not going to n.y. take away from it. 