Holy Crap it is cold outside!!!! 
It freezing here in Atlanta and my heat is not working. Thank god I have a space heater. But other than that things are going pretty well.
I had a little bit of a freak out over Thanksgiving thanks to my Ex-wife. She decided to really make me feel like crap by telling me how hurt one the kids are beaceuase our divorce. She told me that he hated me and did not want anything to do with me. That I was another adult who has walked out of their life and it my fault they are having money issues. As soon as she told me that he hated me I broke down in tears. Which then she let into about how I ruined her life and I was such I bad person because I could not make this relationship work. ( What she seems to forget that we were hurting our kids more when we were together. Plus I was not in love with her anymore. ) So Thanksgiving sucked!!! So I freaked out about being a bad parent and what I crappy person I was. With it being the holiday did not help. But I realized that she was just trying to hurt me.
So, last week my Ex called me and asked if I could take Jacob ( one that said he hated me ) to the doctor. He has issues with exama ( extreme dry skin thing - my spelling sucks ) again and it was bad. The poor boy gets it all around his eyes and on the back of his neck. Holy Crap!! She let it get so out of hand that he looked like he had been burned in the eyes with hot water and it was all under his chin. I actually cried because it looked so bad. I truely could not believe that she let it get so bad. So we went to the doctor and got the meds he needed and is getting better. So come to find out he never said that he hated me. He is just angry because of the divorce and having to move. Plus he hates seeing his mom ( my ex ) hurt.
My Birthday went well. I have dinner with some friends at a great place called " 6 Feet Under "
It is across from the Historic Oakland Cementry. I ate lots of cake. YUMMY!! ...So everything has been going great so far. I got some new piercings for my birthday to myself. I just got a lip pierced and new ear rings. I now have 2g and 6g hoops.
Well hope everyone has had a good holiday so far. Talk to you all soon!!!
It freezing here in Atlanta and my heat is not working. Thank god I have a space heater. But other than that things are going pretty well.
I had a little bit of a freak out over Thanksgiving thanks to my Ex-wife. She decided to really make me feel like crap by telling me how hurt one the kids are beaceuase our divorce. She told me that he hated me and did not want anything to do with me. That I was another adult who has walked out of their life and it my fault they are having money issues. As soon as she told me that he hated me I broke down in tears. Which then she let into about how I ruined her life and I was such I bad person because I could not make this relationship work. ( What she seems to forget that we were hurting our kids more when we were together. Plus I was not in love with her anymore. ) So Thanksgiving sucked!!! So I freaked out about being a bad parent and what I crappy person I was. With it being the holiday did not help. But I realized that she was just trying to hurt me.
So, last week my Ex called me and asked if I could take Jacob ( one that said he hated me ) to the doctor. He has issues with exama ( extreme dry skin thing - my spelling sucks ) again and it was bad. The poor boy gets it all around his eyes and on the back of his neck. Holy Crap!! She let it get so out of hand that he looked like he had been burned in the eyes with hot water and it was all under his chin. I actually cried because it looked so bad. I truely could not believe that she let it get so bad. So we went to the doctor and got the meds he needed and is getting better. So come to find out he never said that he hated me. He is just angry because of the divorce and having to move. Plus he hates seeing his mom ( my ex ) hurt.
My Birthday went well. I have dinner with some friends at a great place called " 6 Feet Under "
It is across from the Historic Oakland Cementry. I ate lots of cake. YUMMY!! ...So everything has been going great so far. I got some new piercings for my birthday to myself. I just got a lip pierced and new ear rings. I now have 2g and 6g hoops.
Well hope everyone has had a good holiday so far. Talk to you all soon!!!
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onie:
we are lucky indeed!
onie:
thank you! i still cant believe what happened!
