gracie

I've not been in a good way lately. I think stress is really getting to me. Stress and lonliness. I can't seem to relax at all.
I carry around this feeling of being empty, invisible, and disappointed all the time. Anxiously awaiting for whatever is going to go wrong, to actually go wrong.

In fact it's more accurately described as though everything is already going wrong and happiness is slipping through my hands.

I can't shake it and it's very frightening. I hate that I'm alone feeling this way. I'm in some desperate need of reassurance and love and it's nowhere to be found.