[megaphone]Sunday Sunday Sunday![/megaphone]
Probably one of the worst weekends I've had in a long time. Not because of anything particular that happened but because of my state of mind.
I already knew I was going to be bummed these few days because I'm currently missing a get together in Houston which nearly all my friends are attending. I miss having friends close by. This weekend loneliness reached an all-time high.
To add insult to injury, my boss asked me to work this weekend. Now, I'm not sure if I would have felt better sitting at home on my ass, alone, bored all friggen weekend. In fact, I'm sure I wouldn't have. However, the weather has been gorgeous and so it was one more thing to be bitter about.
I passed a giant car show on the way into the office yesterday. I wanted to stop and blow off work for an hour or so, but the responsible adult in me was driving. Plus I would have had to wander around alone, which would have been fun for about five minutes. Usually I attend those things with some friends and it'd have been another sharp reminder that I'm so far from everything and everyone.
I wish I had a million things to do. I need to get my ass away from the computer and out into real life. Between work and only being able to talk to friends via phone and online I think I'm going insane. I'm tired of seeing my life happen through a monitor.
Just a few weeks until Mike gets here. I can't wait. It's been so long since we've hung out. It's been too long since I've been hugged and kissed. I haven't seen a movie in a theater in months. blah.
Probably one of the worst weekends I've had in a long time. Not because of anything particular that happened but because of my state of mind.
I already knew I was going to be bummed these few days because I'm currently missing a get together in Houston which nearly all my friends are attending. I miss having friends close by. This weekend loneliness reached an all-time high.
To add insult to injury, my boss asked me to work this weekend. Now, I'm not sure if I would have felt better sitting at home on my ass, alone, bored all friggen weekend. In fact, I'm sure I wouldn't have. However, the weather has been gorgeous and so it was one more thing to be bitter about.
I passed a giant car show on the way into the office yesterday. I wanted to stop and blow off work for an hour or so, but the responsible adult in me was driving. Plus I would have had to wander around alone, which would have been fun for about five minutes. Usually I attend those things with some friends and it'd have been another sharp reminder that I'm so far from everything and everyone.
I wish I had a million things to do. I need to get my ass away from the computer and out into real life. Between work and only being able to talk to friends via phone and online I think I'm going insane. I'm tired of seeing my life happen through a monitor.
Just a few weeks until Mike gets here. I can't wait. It's been so long since we've hung out. It's been too long since I've been hugged and kissed. I haven't seen a movie in a theater in months. blah.
estrada:
Funks are all to funky for me.