gracie

Where was I?
Oh. For a month and a half I had myself convinced I was pregnant because of, well, typical reasons why women think they're preggers. hmm.
Anyhoo I wasn't.

I thought I'd be relieved.

I wasn't.

It's left me in sort of a bummed/confused cocktail of emotion. I guess I'm at crucial points in my career and personal life simultaneously and it's messing with my head.

Fleh.

I don't consider myself immature, but sometimes it seems like other people my age, even people younger than I am, approach their lives the way I perceive adults do. I feel like I'm not grown up enough.

Does that sound rediculous?

It does to me.

We will probably be buying a house at the end of March. I'm excited and terrified. It will be nice to have our own home together.

I'm sleepy.