Thursday Jan 12, 2006

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Where was I?
Oh. For a month and a half I had myself convinced I was pregnant because of, well, typical reasons why women think they're preggers. hmm.
Anyhoo I wasn't.

I thought I'd be relieved.

I wasn't. frown

It's left me in sort of a bummed/confused cocktail of emotion. I guess I'm at crucial points in my career and personal life simultaneously and it's messing with my head.

Fleh.

I don't consider myself immature, but sometimes it seems like other people my age, even people younger than I am, approach their lives the way I perceive adults do. I feel like I'm not grown up enough.

Does that sound rediculous?

It does to me.

We will probably be buying a house at the end of March. I'm excited and terrified. It will be nice to have our own home together.

I'm sleepy.
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morningbloom:
Case and I had a similar thing happen a while back. I was late...really late, and I had myself absolutely convinced. I was mortified about telling my parents, but when my period actually did show up, I think I cried a little. Shit, case already had his parents thinking they were gonna have a grandbaby on the way. Part of me wants a little one so bad. I wish we lived closer.
graycen:
Totally understandable feelings!
Good luck with buying a house...who knows maybe things will fall into place naturally when you have a home of your own!
Gray
P.S. Miss seeing you on PSW!

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