gracie

I'm feeling tons better. So glad for it. I dressed up a bit for work today. Brand new cherry printed skirt and a bright red top. I couldn't help but feel spiffy.

Sooner or later my frame of mind caught up.

The stuff I ordered from the SG store arrived this afternoon.. Most important was the hardcover book that I will now have in tow...
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Fact: broken hearts hurt more than anything.

I'm sorry for the cryptic mumbo jumbo this am. The past day has been really hard.

Suffice to say beauty is in the eye of the beholder and Mike and I don't agree 100% on what is beauty and what is not when it comes to body modification.

I'd rather feel the pain of a thousand piercings than...
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Today has been a very slow day. It's dullness cannot be attributed to lack of discovery, however. I've have a few revelations today.

The first is my ass actually *feels* wider if I sit in front of the computer long enough. For some reason, working in front of a computer all day bypasses the large ass syndrom, but farting around on the net is a...
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This week will not end. It's only a four day work week and it feels like it's been 40 gazillion already. Ugh. At least tomorrow is Friday. I wish I could call in sick.

I have the unending paranoia that if I lie about being sick I'll actually get sick when it's least convenient to be.

I'm going through one of those phases where I'm...
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I spent Memorial Day weekend with a couple of friends and their 4 adorable kids. It really helped cheer me up. The weather was beautiful so the 3.5 hour drive each way was really relaxing.

After I got home and made sure the pets that swim were still swimming and the pets that purr were still purring, I skurried over to Target to pick up...
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They don't have a word for how I'm feeling. I feel like a bottle cap sitting on table while a big speaker blasts music too loudly and the capis forced to vibrate and bounce around chaotically not being able to rest.
Just like that only complicated with other gooey emotions that make me want to cry all the time.

I had the most awful day...
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Home Alone. *hugs face*

I've been keeping busy between browsing the net and cleaning my apt. This totally sucks.

I want to buy a dyson. I keep having this feeling like my current vacuum just shoves dirt all around like a little kid spreading his peas all over the plate to make it look like he's eating.

I get the heebie jeebies when I lay...
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This song has been stuck in my head. I keep singing over and over. It's so perfectly how I feel right now.

I miss him so much already. It aches.

http://www.theartfuldodgers.net/music/Bill Withers - Ain't No Sunshine.mp3

Ima kick that stupid malfunctioning link in the g'damn shins I swear it!

In other mildly interesting news, I finally had my performance review at work. Wait...I may have updated with this info already. Ugh...*runs to check* aaaaaaaand...no I haven't.

Meh my mind's a seive lately. Anyhoo, turns out I'm harder on myself than my bosses are. They are extremely pleased with my work and feel they have more confidence in me than I do.

Lastly, we picked...
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I went to Eckerd today to pick up a few things and noticed they had an assload of Power Puff Girls tapes on sale at the crappy vid section.

At 5 bucks a pop I couldn't pass them up.

I walk up to the counter and place all my stuffs down and the sales girl asks, "Are you a mom?"

Me: errrrrrr uuuhhh, no ,...
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The other night Mike and I did some food shopping.
I followed him out the auto-matic door.
The sensor "saw" him.

It did not, however, see me.

I got pinned in the doorway like a bug on a windshield. My flailing limbs were not long enough to wave the stupid sensor into re-opening the door.

So I punched and kicked it a bit and it...
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