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Frustrated!!!

Anyone who knows me knows my dream job is body piercing. I finally have an opportunity to do it (probably), & I might have to pass up the job because of the kids.

Daycare is expensive & Kagome is so young. Breastfeeding would be very difficult & I'd probably give up on it pretty quickly. I'd miss the bonding with both kids, especially Kagome....
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thefreak:
I think you'll do what you know in your heart is right for you and the kids. smile

-TM
altoid:
Good luck with the job. I'll be your first customer if you get it. Don't know what needs piercing though. blackeyed
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thefreak:
She looks like a little Buddha. biggrin

-TM
nikonphoto80:
That is great, I hope you get the job, I cant wait to hear what the job is.

Its good that you did something good with the money. what costume did you get her.

I'm surprised that I don't have nightmares about creditors.

Cute photo.
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Yesterday was weird. Ryan showed up with no notice. He did try to call, but I was online & had no clue. He played with Katana for a while, then left. Last night was boring. Gabe didn't come (too drunk). I made some cookies (purposely undercooked & doughy). They're delicious. Gabe came over this morning. We watched all my DVRed episodes of Metalacolypse. Then we...
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l7rules:
biggrin biggrin great picture!! hope you had a god evening! biggrin
beautiful_lie:
what a cute little baby! hope you have fun~
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I've decided to save all my errands for Friday (when mom is off work). Yay for less stress today. Tomorrow night is the Harvest Carnival (formerly known as the Fall Festival) that my former elementary school throws each year. It takes place in a grassy field & has lots of little booths to play games & try to win little treats (for kids). There is...
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xerxes:
cute wink
l7rules:
that pic of Kagome is sweet!!!

Have fun at your carnival biggrin biggrin hope you win a cake biggrin biggrin mmm cake biggrin biggrin kiss love
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Well, I thought I was going to be able to go out every Saturday from here on out because my mom is off every Sunday, but then...I found out that she is now going to be working Saturday nights at my grandfather's auction. Goddamnit. So, my going out night has been moved to Thursday for now.

This Thursday is Art Night in downtown Northport, so...
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nikonphoto80:
At least you do get a going out night, around here Thursdays are a really big going out night.

Is Wilhagan's a bar?

I hope you found something fun to do.

l7rules:
biggrin biggrin cute photo!!!

well at least you able to have one night out and eventually youll get more itll take time for you to get your life back but youll get it wink kiss
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Got up at 10:30 today.
Out the door by 11:00.
Medicaid review at health dept. at 11:30.
Home by 12:30.
Lunch at 1:00 (during which important calls were made).

Updates:

OBGYN refund still pending.
No luck recovering the lost month's child support so far.
Two bills currently due (water & power) - may use child support to cover them.
Still on shaky/unsure ground with the...
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thefreak:
YAY the good shit! smile

BOO the bad shit! frown

-TM
nikonphoto80:
Sounds like you got a lot done today.

You should just go into a place that dose piercing's and ask to be a intern, or what ever they call that.
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I spent yesterday shopping for new pants with a fussy Kagome, followed by a visit with Alisha & David, & then a visit with Gabriel. I would have stayed late visiting with Gabriel if there hadn't been a party going on (too much noise & smoke for Kagome). Well, I didn't feel all that great either (from listening to a lot of crying during car...
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turbulence:
*hugs* - things will get better! (money & emotions)

Yeah for Kagome letting you type all that! She looks strange on that one, but still cute! What could she be thinking?
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First, in response to the suggestions to pump breastmilk, it's not that I haven't tried, but Kagome never gives me time. I'm feeding her every 2 hours & there is no time in between when I have enough milk to pump + the breast pumps (I have 2) that I have are not high enough quality, but they were all I could afford. Oh well,...
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thefreak:
Glad to hear that things are looking up. smile

-TM
beautiful_lie:
thanks for the request i must say that you are so beautiful!
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thefreddy:
huge boobs are always a plus wink
thefreak:
I agree w/ the no drugs while breastfeeding part. That's a definite no-no too, Daffy.

-TM
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Didn't get to go out last night.
At least my dad kept Katana some, but mom had to work.
Gabriel said he would call, but didn't.
I was still checking for voicemails from him at 3am.
I am pathetic. blackeyed
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cunninglinquist:
i know the feeling, but you have to get thru this and move on
l7rules:
you are not pathetic!! kiss kiss its what happens.

soon youll be over it and be happy and seeing some new boy wink

kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss love love love love love