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I'm feeling so lonely tonight. I've been depressed lately, too. I'm not sure why exactly, but I think it's mostly in part to my mom's refusal to babysit & my not getting out of the house much because of it. I have felt a bit trapped & haven't had any company for over a week now, except Gabriel. Not that I don't enjoy his company,...
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Today was Kagome's appointment at the dr. She had to get 3 shots & 1 oral dose of medicine to prevent Rotavirus. It sucked balls. And now, 8 hours later, she has a fever because of all those shots. Goddamnit.

I legally changed my name for the 3rd time today. If you don't like it, suck my balls. Okay, so I'm watching South Park...My new...
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Well Yahoo Messenger was being a whore yesterday, but I finally got it to work today. I tried to take a nap yesterday after Gabriel left, but I couldn't really sleep. Eventually I gave up on the nap & loaded up the kids & went to Gabriel's place. He had tons of friends over as always (by tons I mean like 6). I had wanted...
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Well, Katana survived the visit with Ryan. He had her home on time & everything. The only bad thing about all this (other than my worrying myself over nothing) is the dog-poopy shoes that Ryan brought home with Katana. Maybe he should've cleaned them off first? LOL. I'll let my mom take care of that one. Ryan said everything went fine & he plans on...
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Today I am so nervous. Katana is at Ryan's for the first time without me. I hope he doesn't let her play outside too long in the cold. She could get sick. I am probably worrying too much for nothing. I sent her a bag full of all kinds of stuff & felt like an overprotective mother, but hey, that's my job. Speaking of my...
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Last night was fun. Trey came over & tried to install my new car cd player, but we bought the wrong connector. He said he's going to get the right one soon & then I'll be able to listen to HIM & Marilyn Manson in my car for the 1st time!

Speaking of firsts, Kagome grabbed her 1st toy today. It's a little stuffed tiger....
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Finally got some groceries yesterday (after almost 2 weeks with no money on my Food Stamp card). I spent like $160 in one shopping session. My cart was overflowing. At least I'm stocked up. I also bought a $20 blender that has a pour spout for smoothies. Awesome. I got the Pina Colada mix, but not the rum, since WM doesn't sell rum.

Today has...
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I'm going to vote today...I'm not entirely sure why, principle of the thing, I guess. I don't actually know who the candidates are or what they stand for. I know I am not the only one who believes that the ballots should have a description of the candidates' backgrounds & platforms beside their names!

I applied for financial aid (for school) yesterday & got approved...
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Today has gotten off to a slightly rotten start. My internet service was giving me hella problems while Kagome screamed & Katana yelled & threw her food all over the floor. Meanwhile I accidentally scraped the piss out of my heel. I had to take a moment to stop & think for a while...I put Kagome in the swing, cleaned up Katana's mess, & smoked...
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Kyle's Mom Is a Bitch

I spent yesterday shopping at WM, Walgreens, & Publix. I got everything on my list & only a couple of impulse buys (but they were small). Unfortunately, when I got back to Mom's to pick up the baby (after being gone 3 hours), she said she isn't going to babysit anymore for more than 2 hours at a time until...
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