last night was weird. at first i wanted to go out, but then my babysitter was unavailable. then i thought i wanted company over, but i ended up deciding against that. yesterday was really an alone day for me. i watched a lot of tv, trying to get caught up on my dvr'ed events. and though i went to bed at 9:30, i didn't go...
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disappointed in all my so-called female friends. another passion party where noone showed up. thanks to ashley for being there. and thanks to michael for the tingling tootsies. i also got a corset purse, penis ice cubes, & some Sweet'N'Blow.
for some reason i can't sleep. just watched this week's episode of survivor. kickass. ozzy & yul continue on.
dr's appointment tomorrow at 1pm. i...
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for some reason i can't sleep. just watched this week's episode of survivor. kickass. ozzy & yul continue on.
dr's appointment tomorrow at 1pm. i...
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lockhart_____:
awe the baby can through the horns. lol
sorry to hear about the party.
sorry to hear about the party.
thefreak:
"Sweet n' Blow?"
-TM
-TM
Sometimes I want to drive into a wall
I don't want to eat, or drink, or talk
I want to be alone, completely alone
I don't want to be alone at all
Sometimes I want to slit my wrists
I don't want to feel this pain
Sometimes I just want to cut them a bit
I have nothing to lose or gain
Sometimes I want...
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I don't want to eat, or drink, or talk
I want to be alone, completely alone
I don't want to be alone at all
Sometimes I want to slit my wrists
I don't want to feel this pain
Sometimes I just want to cut them a bit
I have nothing to lose or gain
Sometimes I want...
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l7rules:
I really like your poem but im sorry your so sad 
lion king and cars should be in the box i sent. lion king and beauty should have been on the top cause those were the ones yuo wanted most but ive looked all over and dont see them here anywhere
lion king and cars should be in the box i sent. lion king and beauty should have been on the top cause those were the ones yuo wanted most but ive looked all over and dont see them here anywhere
turbulence:
Try to be strong. It's in you.
last night was one of the worst nights of my life. i was out with a guy who just happened to be one of HIS old friends. HE called me 10 times last night while I was out & HE never calls me. i was having a really good time getting to know Mike better. it seemed like we have a lot in common &...
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lockhart_____:
dido on what violently said. Just take him out of your life and things will be so much better. Less stress and you can focus on seeing other people. cause (sorry if this makes you angry) I'm sure that you focusing on HIM all night upset and bothered Mike, It would bother any guy nomatter what he tells ya.
l7rules:
this guy is bad news. he's only gong to hurt you which he proves time after time after time.
why not hang out with Mike you seem to like him. maybe something more can come of that. i dunno hon. i know its difficult to let go and only you can do that. I hope things get better!
did ya find the cars and lion king disk???? 
why not hang out with Mike you seem to like him. maybe something more can come of that. i dunno hon. i know its difficult to let go and only you can do that. I hope things get better!
did ya find the cars and lion king disk????
i made the mistake of calling him...he told me that he was going to a party & spending the night at this party...of course i was upset about that...then as i was starting to get over it a bit...he called me back...so , i asked him for some info about the party like where it was at, etc. & he told me that he didn't...
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nikonphoto80:
you are to good for him and always have been. he is not worth your time.
wired:
Yup you should....
Why are all my friends trying to get in my panties?
I hope it's just my imagination.
I hope it's just my imagination.
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thefreddy:
Good question. Did you leave some candy in your panties?
gujsel:
but my sweety ...are your "true " friends??this is my questions ....kisses
I could kick myself right now, but I already feel bad enough.
For the past 2 months, Gabriel & I have been talking & acting like we were going to get back together at some point. We spent time together, made out, cuddled, fucked, etc.
I was ready to get back together when I finally found out about his indiscretions from the past (cheating). I...
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For the past 2 months, Gabriel & I have been talking & acting like we were going to get back together at some point. We spent time together, made out, cuddled, fucked, etc.
I was ready to get back together when I finally found out about his indiscretions from the past (cheating). I...
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circushorrificus:
sorry hun
you're prolly better off
you're prolly better off
beautiful_lie:
have a great turkey day!! 
I have always been someone who forgives & forgets easily. Technically it's the other way around, but I do it on purpose. I allow myself to forget things to make it easier to forgive the people who were shitty to me.
There are some things that I can never forget, though. I remember when I found out that Blake cheated on me with Celia. I...
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nikonphoto80:
Your better then I am, I would not forgive any of them, but most of all I would not forgive the most resent one.
turbulence:
Some memory is important for stability and happyness.
Forgettting/forgiving to fast/easily makes these situation coming up again and again and again ...
For little things it's goot to forget fast, for big things it's good to remember. Forgetting little things makes you happier, but forgetting the big issues won't. The opposite is the case
So remember it.
PS: Nice first halloween T
Forgettting/forgiving to fast/easily makes these situation coming up again and again and again ...
For little things it's goot to forget fast, for big things it's good to remember. Forgetting little things makes you happier, but forgetting the big issues won't. The opposite is the case
So remember it.
PS: Nice first halloween T
Gabriel is a cheating whore.
And another chapter in my life comes to an end...
I found out today that my EX-husband (soon enough anyway) cheated on me at least once, most likely more than once.
I was chatting with an old friend/ex-girlfriend of my husband & she revealed to me that he had cheated on me with her shortly after he & I first...
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And another chapter in my life comes to an end...
I found out today that my EX-husband (soon enough anyway) cheated on me at least once, most likely more than once.
I was chatting with an old friend/ex-girlfriend of my husband & she revealed to me that he had cheated on me with her shortly after he & I first...
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nikonphoto80:
I'm so sorry, that is sad, did you ever tell him you knew about him being with his EX girlfriend. You are better off with out him, you are to great to be with some one like that.
I have not seen that movie yet but I have wanted to so bad for a long time.
I'm so sorry, that is sad, did you ever tell him you knew about him being with his EX girlfriend. You are better off with out him, you are to great to be with some one like that.
I have not seen that movie yet but I have wanted to so bad for a long time.
I'm feeling better than last night. Thanks to Michael & Armin (because they both helped). I also registered for school last night, Shelton, but I don't know if I really want to go. I mean, it's night classes, so would I even see anyone I know? I kinda doubt it. And I'm not exactly thrilled with the choices I had for classes. Shelton doesn't have...
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nikonphoto80:
I'm glad your feeling better, I think I may have missed your journal from last night, I will have to try to read it later.
so what do you think you are going to do? are you going to try to do some day classes some time or do you just not want to go at all?
I never did get to see that movie, I hope I can see it soon.
so what do you think you are going to do? are you going to try to do some day classes some time or do you just not want to go at all?
I never did get to see that movie, I hope I can see it soon.
l7rules:
hope you get to see pirates! 
I hope you girls feel better soon.
You were picked on when you were in school? I would have never thought that. those are some crazy dreams.