weaning war
i'm still trying to wean kagome off the breast, but she doesn't like the idea very much. my pregnancy/baby books say that it's best not to do it cold turkey, so i'm trying not to do that, but it sure will be nice once i have my bed to myself again.
i've been eating better lately. i have probably gained at least 5...
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i'm still trying to wean kagome off the breast, but she doesn't like the idea very much. my pregnancy/baby books say that it's best not to do it cold turkey, so i'm trying not to do that, but it sure will be nice once i have my bed to myself again.
i've been eating better lately. i have probably gained at least 5...
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lockhart_____:
glad you seem to be doing better with the meds. as for the smoking thats just hard. I need to quit and i cant see to do it either.
black_tar_heroin:
turbulence:
She surely will smile 
nikonphoto80:
Well I hope after your body gets use to that stuff it will all get better.
I hope you get some great photos of your little girl.
I hope you get some great photos of your little girl.
i used what was left of my money last night to fill 3 of my 6 prescriptions. it cost $50 with no insurance, which is not too bad. to fill the other 3, i'll have to come up with $80 more. i guess they can wait a while.
on the plus side, i finally have high-speed internet & i love it.
gabriel's working tonight, so...
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on the plus side, i finally have high-speed internet & i love it.
gabriel's working tonight, so...
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thefreddy:
I'm the most cynical, mean bastard but I can't help but to smile at a baby
nikonphoto80:
I'm sorry your prescriptions is costing you so much.
I hope you have a good night.
Poor little girl.
I hope you have a good night.
Poor little girl.
today i have gone from irritable to stressed out to nervous wreck to depressed. damn. 
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turbulence:
Aww. Kai. Get better!
sometimes i get so confused. maybe my bipolar disorder is to blame...or maybe it's my OCD...or maybe it's my newest affliction, which is actually my oldest (i just never knew it until today), GAD (generalized anxiety disorder). it seems they have a name for it, folks...that constant worrying, those nagging thoughts, the ones that cause my stomach to churn on more days than not. so...
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cunninglinquist:
if you have any chance to make it, you both have to be completely clean
nikonphoto80:
I think I may have generalized anxiety disorder to.
Some times you just need to get drunk and puke up your guts out, it just seems to get shit out of you.
I hope all of that stuff works out with you and Gabriel, I hope getting him to quit everything makes things better.
How did you find your friend again?
Some times you just need to get drunk and puke up your guts out, it just seems to get shit out of you.
I hope all of that stuff works out with you and Gabriel, I hope getting him to quit everything makes things better.
How did you find your friend again?
to blog or not to blog...
i slept till 3pm today, bitches. yeah, it was freakin' great. i wish i could do it everyday. i did things last night that i wish i could blog about, but of course, some people's feelings would get hurt, so i guess you'll never know. oh well. ♥
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i slept till 3pm today, bitches. yeah, it was freakin' great. i wish i could do it everyday. i did things last night that i wish i could blog about, but of course, some people's feelings would get hurt, so i guess you'll never know. oh well. ♥
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beautiful_lie:
omg i envy you for that. I Adore the beach
antonowitch:
beach!!! 
send pics of the beach please!!!
a.
send pics of the beach please!!!
a.
i gave kagome her 1st bottle from mommy on tuesday & by wednesday she was holding her own bottle! she never ceases to amaze me. i am sooooo proud.
katana is absolutely gorgeous & very smart to boot, too. i really couldn't ask for better kids.
now if i could only figure out whether or not i'm supposed to be with gabriel or not, i...
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katana is absolutely gorgeous & very smart to boot, too. i really couldn't ask for better kids.
now if i could only figure out whether or not i'm supposed to be with gabriel or not, i...
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hotpinkauras:
Such a beautiful baby! How have you been, hope you are good too.
rustgiraffe:
your little girl is a doll!
How do you like tuscaloosa? I'm from huntsville myself
How do you like tuscaloosa? I'm from huntsville myself
i awakened this morning to the sound of kagome saying "i love you" over & over & over again. she said it like 10 times. there is no doubt about it in my mind, she is truly special. today she is 5 months old, too. that means i just have one more month to fulfill my breastfeeding promise. of course, i could decide to continue...
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michaelbrock13:
I long for the days when my jammies had feet.
yeknomyknuf:
Awww.
i've started exercising again & i'm very happy about it. i hope it makes an improvement on the part of my body that i most want to improve (my stomach). so, i'm doing crunches, reverse crunches, sit-ups, & using my ab machine thingy. i have 2 of them, but i need to go get my torso track from mom's house. i'll probably get it today....
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nikonphoto80:
Good luck with the exercising.
If I had the money I would give you some, but I can't pay my bills.
What did he say to you when he called you drunk?
Hahahaha that is pretty cute.
2 years is a long time, as long as you keep thinking about it you will do fine.
just keep up painting, you will get better, it helps to have classes, but I will tell you this, art can help you heal, just put your heart into it and paint what you feel, I would love to see some of your work some time.
you can invite me over heheheheheheheheheh.
boobs LOL
If I had the money I would give you some, but I can't pay my bills.
What did he say to you when he called you drunk?
Hahahaha that is pretty cute.
2 years is a long time, as long as you keep thinking about it you will do fine.
just keep up painting, you will get better, it helps to have classes, but I will tell you this, art can help you heal, just put your heart into it and paint what you feel, I would love to see some of your work some time.
you can invite me over heheheheheheheheheh.
boobs LOL
beautiful_lie:
ilove to exercise and it is something you can do for just yourself kind of your me time
and it is something you can do for just yourself kind of your me timeit has been a busy last few days...spending a lot of time with a new friend. now i'm more confused than ever about whether or not to give gabriel another chance. he seems to be trying so hard to talk me into it, but i wonder if he would keep his promises or even if i would be able to make & keep promises to...
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nikonphoto80:
i'm glad you have a new friend, you are a great girl and should have some really good times.
good luck, i hope what ever happens with you and Gabriel will be for the best.
i'm glad you have a new friend, you are a great girl and should have some really good times.
good luck, i hope what ever happens with you and Gabriel will be for the best.
beautiful_lie:
dont analize so much