This weekend is kinda a blur to me at this point. I remember staying up way too late & hanging out with friends, though. I had a great time, Sunday night especially. It was Shannon's last night in town & I'm so glad I got to spend it with her & Alisha, amongst other friends. Other good things happened that night, too, from passing ice cubes with sexy girls mouth to mouth to kisses & more. Sweet.
Yesterday sucked balls, though. I was tired as hell from lack of sleep & I took Kagome to see Gabriel. She did fine, of course, but I spent most of the visit crying. I was half crying from the pain of the things I've endured & half crying from my current situation. I guess there was also some tension, worrying about the future. Not to mention, Gabe's dad was telling me the stories about how his parents died & grilling me about how faithful I've been to Gabriel. It was not something I expected, nor tolerated well. I felt so bad for him listening to his sad stories & I was a little saddened to have to rehash the story of what went wrong with Gabe & I. I'm glad that day's over. I stayed up too late last night, too, watching tv & movies.
I slept till 3pm today, which put a kink in my plans, yet again. Once again, no time to call or consult with any lawyers, no time to go out to Shelton & get my name changed on their records so they can print me a new degree (for $25), no time or money to apply at UA ($30). Today is the 27th of March & still no child support for this month, or January, or September. Gabriel has donated a little to my cause, but I really hope he can help out a lot more when he gets his check Friday.
Michael's been helping me out a lot in a lot of ways, but I worry about him. I don't want him to fall in love with me (maybe too late). I don't want him to go to Alaska either, but I know he's doing that for his family. I just wonder who I will be able to turn to when he's gone, for local support I mean.
Today's agenda includes paying the power bill ($190) out of my savings. No other plans yet, but maybe I'll think of something.
*Sidenote: Happy Birthday, Armin!
Yesterday sucked balls, though. I was tired as hell from lack of sleep & I took Kagome to see Gabriel. She did fine, of course, but I spent most of the visit crying. I was half crying from the pain of the things I've endured & half crying from my current situation. I guess there was also some tension, worrying about the future. Not to mention, Gabe's dad was telling me the stories about how his parents died & grilling me about how faithful I've been to Gabriel. It was not something I expected, nor tolerated well. I felt so bad for him listening to his sad stories & I was a little saddened to have to rehash the story of what went wrong with Gabe & I. I'm glad that day's over. I stayed up too late last night, too, watching tv & movies.
I slept till 3pm today, which put a kink in my plans, yet again. Once again, no time to call or consult with any lawyers, no time to go out to Shelton & get my name changed on their records so they can print me a new degree (for $25), no time or money to apply at UA ($30). Today is the 27th of March & still no child support for this month, or January, or September. Gabriel has donated a little to my cause, but I really hope he can help out a lot more when he gets his check Friday.
Michael's been helping me out a lot in a lot of ways, but I worry about him. I don't want him to fall in love with me (maybe too late). I don't want him to go to Alaska either, but I know he's doing that for his family. I just wonder who I will be able to turn to when he's gone, for local support I mean.
Today's agenda includes paying the power bill ($190) out of my savings. No other plans yet, but maybe I'll think of something.
*Sidenote: Happy Birthday, Armin!
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I'm so sorry you had a bad day, I'm sorry you had to cry so much. Why did his dad do that, did gabe say anything to his bad about grilling you?
Well you needed a good day of sleep. I hope you get your child support checks really soon.
Why is he going to Alaska?
Who is Armin?