gothikai

today was a strange day. i woke up just as michael was pulling out of my driveway. it was then i realized he had slept in his car. if i had known that he was going to do that, i would have insisted he sleep on the couch. i was saddened to see him driving away because i knew i would have no way to get in touch with him anytime soon (because he generously loaned his cell phone to a friend). i ran outside & tried to flag him down, but he drove away. i was sad for a bit, but then my phone rang. it was my dad telling me that michael was asking permission to come back over. i was very happy to hear that. so, michael came back over & ended up baby-sitting for both kids pretty much all day, so that i got a chance to hang out with alisha & shannon for a while. around 9ish, my head started pounding, so i headed home. michael said the kids had been great & i was so happy to hear that & so grateful to him. i took some tension headache medicine & my elavil to help me sleep & then i took a bath. then i took the baby to bed with me & breastfed her, hoping she'd sleep, but she didn't, so i decided to get back up & make her a bottle & ended up checking my myspace. a few other things happened today, but i don't feel like posting about them just yet. i'll simply say that it ended up being a stressful day. i hope everything turns out for the best. for those of you who know what it is, please send me positive reiki. thanks.

love,
kai