gothikai

weaning war
i'm still trying to wean kagome off the breast, but she doesn't like the idea very much. my pregnancy/baby books say that it's best not to do it cold turkey, so i'm trying not to do that, but it sure will be nice once i have my bed to myself again.

i've been eating better lately. i have probably gained at least 5 lbs. i haven't weighed myself, though, but as soon as i stop nursing i can start drinking creatine drinks & start exercising.

so much for quitting smoking. lately i've been falling back into my old habits of smoking when i feel the urge. gabe can't seem to quit smoking pot, so that doesn't help my willpower. not that i'm blaming him, but we both have our little stress relievers.

i have noticed some vast improvements in my general well-being since i started my new meds. i am calmer & less inclined to worry myself. i hope i'm right about this. though, on the negative side, i'm becoming a little forgetful.

i took kagome to get her picture made yesterday. we could only afford to buy one pose, so i picked the one in her diaper surrounded by red & pink roses. it's cute.

today is looking to be uneventful so far. gabriel will be going to work soon & both of my babysitters are unavailable. so it's another night of sitting at home, either on the net or watching tv whilst toiling with my children. i'm not really depressed, just bored bored bored bored...