i've started exercising again & i'm very happy about it. i hope it makes an improvement on the part of my body that i most want to improve (my stomach). so, i'm doing crunches, reverse crunches, sit-ups, & using my ab machine thingy. i have 2 of them, but i need to go get my torso track from mom's house. i'll probably get it today.
in other news, i'm broke as all hell. i need money for my power bill. so if anyone wants to donate anything, i'm open to that. i feel like i should have a cap or something. LoL.
still separated from gabriel. i find it difficult when he goes out to bars & gets pissy drunk, though, like last night. it really hurts my feelings. i had to focus on something else & just go to sleep, but then he drunk-called me like 6 times. oy.
my wedding anniversary is coming up in 5 more days. that's weird. even weirder is my 2-year marriage anniversary coming up in 2 months! time flies truly.
kagome will be 5 months old tomorrow. she has several phrases that she can repeat on her whim. she can sit up without much support now & today she picked up her own pacifier & put it her mouth for the first time. you should have seen the look of accomplishment on her darling little face. it was priceless.
wow...another hard thing to believe is that katana will be 3 years old in 4.5 months. holy shit. that's only 2 years away from me having to decide whether or not to put her in public school or homeschool her. fuck.
haven't been painting much lately, due to lack of time, but also due to lack of confidence in my ability. is painting one of those things you learn in time just by painting or do you have to read a book or have an instructor or something? or is painting like drawing, and you have to have a natural talent for it?
plans for today consist of trying to decide who to invite over. have a few options there, and don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. also not in the mood to be wooed today. that limits is quite a bit. oy.
ps: why the long blog? starting to think i've entered one of my manic phases...just a warning.
in other news, i'm broke as all hell. i need money for my power bill. so if anyone wants to donate anything, i'm open to that. i feel like i should have a cap or something. LoL.
still separated from gabriel. i find it difficult when he goes out to bars & gets pissy drunk, though, like last night. it really hurts my feelings. i had to focus on something else & just go to sleep, but then he drunk-called me like 6 times. oy.
my wedding anniversary is coming up in 5 more days. that's weird. even weirder is my 2-year marriage anniversary coming up in 2 months! time flies truly.
kagome will be 5 months old tomorrow. she has several phrases that she can repeat on her whim. she can sit up without much support now & today she picked up her own pacifier & put it her mouth for the first time. you should have seen the look of accomplishment on her darling little face. it was priceless.
wow...another hard thing to believe is that katana will be 3 years old in 4.5 months. holy shit. that's only 2 years away from me having to decide whether or not to put her in public school or homeschool her. fuck.
haven't been painting much lately, due to lack of time, but also due to lack of confidence in my ability. is painting one of those things you learn in time just by painting or do you have to read a book or have an instructor or something? or is painting like drawing, and you have to have a natural talent for it?
plans for today consist of trying to decide who to invite over. have a few options there, and don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. also not in the mood to be wooed today. that limits is quite a bit. oy.
ps: why the long blog? starting to think i've entered one of my manic phases...just a warning.
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If I had the money I would give you some, but I can't pay my bills.
What did he say to you when he called you drunk?
Hahahaha that is pretty cute.
2 years is a long time, as long as you keep thinking about it you will do fine.
just keep up painting, you will get better, it helps to have classes, but I will tell you this, art can help you heal, just put your heart into it and paint what you feel, I would love to see some of your work some time.
you can invite me over heheheheheheheheheh.