gothikai

last night was weird. at first i wanted to go out, but then my babysitter was unavailable. then i thought i wanted company over, but i ended up deciding against that. yesterday was really an alone day for me. i watched a lot of tv, trying to get caught up on my dvr'ed events. and though i went to bed at 9:30, i didn't go to sleep until after midnight. weird.

i feel like crap. not the worst i've ever felt or anything, but i've definitely got some kind of headcold going on. katana has had a runny nose for a few days + coughing/sneezing. now kagome is coughing, too. and i have phlegm stuck in my throat, so gross.

last night i had dreams about being a heroine. i went to a girl's wedding that used to get picked on in school even more than me, i kicked a guy's ass for giving another friend from school a hard time, & then it got weird. i was being tortured for what seemed like no reason at all, something like the movie hostel. but for some reason i was withstanding it very well & somehow getting turned on by the whole thing. i remember making a statement about being a masochist or something. meanwhile there is this mystery guy that i've dragged in it with me by accident when i was trying to escape & he seems to be taking it with a grain of salt, too.