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Sunday Nov 26, 2006

Nov 26, 2006
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Sometimes I want to drive into a wall
I don't want to eat, or drink, or talk
I want to be alone, completely alone
I don't want to be alone at all

Sometimes I want to slit my wrists
I don't want to feel this pain
Sometimes I just want to cut them a bit
I have nothing to lose or gain

Sometimes I want to go buy a gun
I don't want to make a big mess, though
But sometimes I want to end it all quickly
I don't want to take it real slow

I do want to finish the things that I start
I don't want to fight anymore
I really want an untrampled heart
I don't want to open that door

By: Kai October Krysiun
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
l7rules:
I really like your poem but im sorry your so sad frown kiss kiss kiss love love love


lion king and cars should be in the box i sent. lion king and beauty should have been on the top cause those were the ones yuo wanted most but ive looked all over and dont see them here anywhere confused confused
Nov 26, 2006
turbulence:
Try to be strong. It's in you.
Nov 26, 2006

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