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Monday Nov 20, 2006

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I have always been someone who forgives & forgets easily. Technically it's the other way around, but I do it on purpose. I allow myself to forget things to make it easier to forgive the people who were shitty to me.

There are some things that I can never forget, though. I remember when I found out that Blake cheated on me with Celia. I remember when I found out that Ryan cheated on me with Haley. And, I'll probably always remember when I found out about Gabriel & Mary...& Angelina.

*I can't blame Blake or Ryan, btw, because I cheated on both of them at some point in the relationships.

And though I will probably never forget these things, I have moved on in a lot of ways.

I don't hold any grudges against Blake. That was a long time ago & now I just wish we were still friends.

I do still hold some grudges against Ryan, but that's because he made a baby with me & didn't stay by my side. However, I now know that I could never be happy with Ryan, so in all honesty, he did us both a favor.

And as for Gabriel, I forgive him. It was a long time ago (before I was pregnant/after we got married) & not that big of a surprise to me anyway. He seems pretty sorry, so I'm going to do my best to let it go, but I don't think I'll ever forget it completely. whatever

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nikonphoto80:
Your better then I am, I would not forgive any of them, but most of all I would not forgive the most resent one.
Nov 20, 2006
turbulence:
Some memory is important for stability and happyness.

Forgettting/forgiving to fast/easily makes these situation coming up again and again and again ...

For little things it's goot to forget fast, for big things it's good to remember. Forgetting little things makes you happier, but forgetting the big issues won't. The opposite is the case frown

So remember it.

PS: Nice first halloween T smile
Nov 20, 2006

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