gothikai

Ryan wanted to come pick up Katana today. The thought of that disturbed me. I don't know why or what I'm afraid of, but I didn't let him. That's not really true.

I guess I'm afraid that his apartment is unclean & there is no food, maybe drugs everywhere....who knows? He won't let me come see the place, so I have no clue what it's like. And I know how irresponsible he can be...so I really afraid that he would let Katana do something I wouldn't approve of (like when he let her walk in the icey cold lake the other day) and/or keep her out past the time I asked him to bring her home and/or not answer his cell phone when I called to check & see if everything is going okay (like the other day)...

So, I didn't let him come get her today, but he only gave me less than a day's notice & we actually did have a family thing planned for today...but still. I guess if he wants to be involved in her life I should be happy, right?

Trey's coming over later (I hope he still is). We're going to eat PIE. I love PIE. Maybe we'll watch some more of the 100 scariest movie moments that we started last night. Yay!