I spent yesterday shopping for new pants with a fussy Kagome, followed by a visit with Alisha & David, & then a visit with Gabriel. I would have stayed late visiting with Gabriel if there hadn't been a party going on (too much noise & smoke for Kagome). Well, I didn't feel all that great either (from listening to a lot of crying during car rides).
I spent today at my neice's birthday party followed by shopping for groceries at Wal-Mart with Mom, Katana, & Kagome. It was insane (due to not enough buggy space & two fussy kids). I used $150 of my new food stamps. Yay. Spent the evening trying to make room for all of my new groceries & filling 3 photo albums with new pictures of Katana & Kagome. I need more albums.
Tomorrow I have to go to the health dept. for a Medicaid review on Katana. That is going to suck because I have to go with both kids & no help. I hate those trips. I also have half a dozen or so phone calls to make (phone company, doctor, etc.). Thankfully my mom helped me take out the trash today because otherwise I'd have to get up early & do that shit, too.
I'll be glad when I don't feel like I have a long to do list anymore. Right now I'm worried that I'll have to use my child support to cover my power & water bills which are currently due. I might have to postpone filing bankruptcy. The only problem with doing that is that I will have to start all over with the paperwork & pay the $45 consultation fee again. However, it might be worth it just to lessen my stress for a while. I finally got that phone I've been wanting today, too. It has the caller id on the phone instead of the base, so I'll know when those pesky creditors are calling & waking me up without having to get out of bed or hear their voices. It was shockingly cheap, but now my wallet is sadly empty. I hate money sometimes (usually when I have none & need some).
I really miss Gabriel right now. Forget money. I feel sad & lonely. I hugged him today & almost started crying. :Sad face:
Kagome's been very good & let me type this long-ass blog. Thanks Kagome.
I spent today at my neice's birthday party followed by shopping for groceries at Wal-Mart with Mom, Katana, & Kagome. It was insane (due to not enough buggy space & two fussy kids). I used $150 of my new food stamps. Yay. Spent the evening trying to make room for all of my new groceries & filling 3 photo albums with new pictures of Katana & Kagome. I need more albums.
Tomorrow I have to go to the health dept. for a Medicaid review on Katana. That is going to suck because I have to go with both kids & no help. I hate those trips. I also have half a dozen or so phone calls to make (phone company, doctor, etc.). Thankfully my mom helped me take out the trash today because otherwise I'd have to get up early & do that shit, too.
I'll be glad when I don't feel like I have a long to do list anymore. Right now I'm worried that I'll have to use my child support to cover my power & water bills which are currently due. I might have to postpone filing bankruptcy. The only problem with doing that is that I will have to start all over with the paperwork & pay the $45 consultation fee again. However, it might be worth it just to lessen my stress for a while. I finally got that phone I've been wanting today, too. It has the caller id on the phone instead of the base, so I'll know when those pesky creditors are calling & waking me up without having to get out of bed or hear their voices. It was shockingly cheap, but now my wallet is sadly empty. I hate money sometimes (usually when I have none & need some).
I really miss Gabriel right now. Forget money. I feel sad & lonely. I hugged him today & almost started crying. :Sad face:
Kagome's been very good & let me type this long-ass blog. Thanks Kagome.
Yeah for Kagome letting you type all that! She looks strange on that one, but still cute! What could she be thinking?