gothikai

It seems like everytime I get on the computer I have a little baby in my lap or on my breast. There's something sweet about it. She is adorable. Meanwhile Katana's in the background with sock puppets on both hands throwing toys around my bedroom. It's kinda cute, too.

The babe's out of the lap now & back on the boob. And I hear Katana jumping behind me...

Gabe & I are really done, I think. I've been feeling lonely lately & asked him last night if he'd be willing to rethink our split & give our family another chance & he said NO. It was depressing, but then I realized that I really need to get over him (particularly when he got all pissed off this morning when Katana needed him to bring her a cup because I was breastfeeding). It's still weird living with & sharing a bed with someone I'm no long WITH...But I wonder how hard it's going to be after he's gone. Maybe it will be easier in some ways, too. I hope.

So, consider me mostly single now & looking for someone (not just anyone) to give me what I've been missing (love, passion, adventure, & more). This application applies to males & females.